Monday, December 28, 2009

Face it!



OMG! The day of getting back the results is coming closer every moment..
To be real i am really terrified of getting the results back..I am the kind of
person whom would not want to face reality but instead I rather choose not
to know the fact and run away from it...because reality tends to be painful!..
But there would always be ppl like my dear friend,PQ, who hope that the
next moment would be the result time..cus he is sure and i can at least be
sure that he would not fail badly because his maths and science are superb!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DILLON!

Happy 17th Birthday,Dillon! Sorry that i had left early...
Hope that you have fun with the others..

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I would nver forget today..nver in my life! Just like the day where
i was force to give up my Prince Jasper..I would HATE YOU for life
and i mean it! You totally spoiled my day,mood and everything!

Friday, December 25, 2009

It is Christmas once again! And everyone should go out and party
and chiong but I guess I would meeting dillon and guys or stay at
home to spend my christmas..haha..

I received 8 presents from my colleagues today! though i did not prepare
any for them cus i did not know they would give me..soory ppl!..We also
have a wide spread of food prepared by our dept heads or should i say a
christmas lunch! Eat until super full and It was super delicious!



2009 Christmas is a Christmas which I would never forget in my life!
I am experincing economy downturn in my life NOW allllll thankkkkss tooooo!

I know what may come and what yet to come would eventually come..
Be it blessing or misfortune but if it is misfortune it is unavoidable!
Let us move forward with strong and active faith! I have my mental
preparation already! & to add on there is nothing, i repeat NOTHING
in this god damn world call FAIR because if the world is FAIR why
would there is ppl with no food and drinks but u are eating and drinking
happily? If the world is fair then why is there so many ppl who are born
in a sliver spoon without doing anything? Fair is a word to deceive yourself..
I nver believe in Fairness because i realised that there is none in this
world!Thats all to you..You have once again get us into trouble wit u!


1 more day to DILLON's 17th birthday!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I watched Avatar in 3D yesterday! Wohoo it is a hell nice movie..
and it is the type that i love, action,romance and adventure!!
i am so impressed that a 'alien'(it is bad to call her a alien! but
i find no other words) and a human can fell in love and their
love is so strong that i can feel it..throughout the 2h30mins of the
moive i really live in their world and felt the sense of love between them!
HAHA =x

Rating 4/5




I did this test and i felt that it is very true about
wad it said about me.

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Being Alone
 

While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.

Losing Someone
 
Death
 
Where Your life is Going
 
Commitment
 
Looked down on
 
Disappointment
 
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz


I may always act like i dun care on certain stuffs but i do
care of wad is ard me. & yes i am afraid to be alone, in the
past i used to have lots and lots of friends hence being a lone
has nver strike me until i have loss all the the feeling of being
a lone came. & the part of being alone for the rest of my life
is still an unknown to myself.

I am addicted to this song !!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Yes!i Did it again!

OMG guess wad?? I did it again! I recieved the letter that i received
the Good progress award!..this is my 6year getting such awards although
i nver seems to be able to get the $350 scholarship award! i also get either
merit busary or good progress but merit busary got family income restrictions
hence i am unable to get..

Have you ever wonder how they classify it?

Scholarship awards are awarded to pupils who scored top 10% in the cohort
(I think so).

Merit Busary award are awarded to pupils who scored top 15% in the cohort & total family income less than $3000.

Good progress award is awarded to pupils who scored top 20% in the cohort & had made clear progression in their studies.



This had made me unable to slp throughout the whole night! Cuz i keep wondering
why i received the award before my result is released? Does it mean that the marking
process in England has Ended and my results are already known in the MOE? And i
recieved this means i did not bad for my 'o's? i kept pondering the whole night! I start
to be like PQ liao,I REALLY HOPE NOW IS THE DAY I CAN GET BACK MY RESULTS!
~this is wad PQ tells me everyday at work =.=~


Next up is about work!
Work has been a brisk and very enriching one! In an blink of eye we(pq,et,kk) have
been working in Regional Container Lines Feeder Pte Ltd for a month already! I kinda
love this job but i hate unreasonable cilents! another 3 months to go!! JIAYOUS!


Ciao off to prepare to go with ppl for moive!Shall blog later..

Yes!i Did it again!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009



Got this really meaningful email today.. and this phrase actually custom made
for u.." To make money we lose our health and to restore our health we lose our
money."

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them'

2.
Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3.
Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5.
Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6.
The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7.
Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8.
Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9.
Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10.
Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER :
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.

To me being happy,sad or angry is another day to me.
Why not spend my day happily instead of sad..There is
nohing in this world that cannot be solve but is depends
on whether u wan to solve it anot. There are many phrases
of stage in our life,happy,moody,disappointed,these are
stage that cannot be avoid as a human so when something
happen just stay positive and happy because been angry
would not change anything and it is unfair for u to vent ur
unhappiness on a stranger to the matter becuase that person
knows nothing. To me i led my life in a very simple way,BE
happy & laugh everyday and do everything to my fullest
pontential.

"s" you get what i am trying to tell you?I would always be there
for you &..

AND TO YOU,
I am not angry about you today.I am just disappointed,upset &
maybe abit of jealous. WHY? simple reason, i had tried many times
to treat you as one of my best friends but whenever i do that u
always would do something that piss me off my ass. U got to be
more sensetive to your surroundings happenings cus sometimes
ur actions can simply hurt someone's feelings unintentionally or
u might have done it purposely. There is many times i tried to change
you but everytime u disappoint me but nv

Thursday, November 26, 2009

If the world is going to end and you ask me what i want?
My reply would be i really wan a good night sleep! THATS ALL!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

wohoo internet is finally back! the technician came to fix this morning!
Ok i shall not blog about the chalet that i had went from 16 nov to 19nov
because if i do so i would have a longlong post! All i can say is that i had
mosquito bites and guess how many i have? 41 bites on my hands and legs=.=
but now healing up le..hehe..

ohh i realise recently i had SleepWalk! because some of the things i did after i
close my eyes i forget..as in..dunno how to say la..is scary thats all =x

I love you more&more every min of my life!
i feel bliss,happy,lucky,safe and everything
when u are ard me! thnaks for the hello panda
that u know i love alot! <3

Saturday, November 14, 2009



I love this song from 2012^^


Wohoo went movie 2012 with 7 friends,dillon,yan,kok,munyee,
suen,kevin & dengyi plus ME =) Long time since i went out with
them and long time ever since i went out with a large group of
friends ^^

Watched 2012 at vivo,all i can say is that the movie is fantastic
though the moive plot is abit tooooooo kua zhang! Animations
and special effects was great! The movie is filled with adventure
and suspicion whether are they going to survive or not? It was
also quite a touchy show where u see kinship and strong sense
of survival no matter what! It is a one adrenaline-rush movie
u should catch this season!~I am not advertising for the movie arh is because i really like the movie and it makes me reminisce of the past.~



After movie we went to Geylang Lor 9 for Froggy also known as
tian ji =.=..mmm it was simply delicious and every mouth of it has
a taste of strong nostalgia feeling in it! and PQ's dad came to send
us home as they were ard for dinner though i had the feeling to
stay abit longer but is fine I have plenty more chances! right?
Thank you PQ for the ride =D

I really had a great day and I hope for more outing with them! ^^

Have you ever thought that what if the god damn world just end
like how it was ended in the movie? Who would you bring along?
Would u die with regrets? What is the world is going to be like
after that catastrophic? What if the mayan calendar was correct?
If you haven thought of it then think about it now cuz it is not far
to 21.12.2012! ~FYI the mayan does exist in this world~

Thats all for today,reporting live from aaron's room.. & stay tuned
to www.fadedloves.bs.com for the lastest update!
~i know i am kinda crazy but i obessed with listening to radio!~

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Everyday is a Happy Day!

Well my appeatite has been very good these 2 days because I have
an excellent and beautiful mood hence my appeatite would increase
by 100% more! The reason behind this happiness is because i have
found back a best friend who i have quarrelled with apporx. 670days
ago.. The feeling of finding back something i had loss long time ago
due to my petty minded attitude is really happy ( other then happy
i dunno which other words to use). I hope that we would be as good
as the last time although i know is abit challenging but if there is a will
there is a way (KOK KIANG phrase)!

Everyday is a Happy Day!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Tranquil Saturday!

Hey what day is today? Today is SATURDAY! LOL i know i
abit sot sot.. Okay by right today I should be mugging in the
library with kok de but yesterday slept tooooooo late so nver
meet him today..PS arh kok! But i would go down to the library
later to read books and borrow some books and spend my peaceful
time there..Nowadays i just like to spend my day reading and
reading,i also dunno why...

Sayonara OFF to bath and Central Library here I COME!

Friday, November 6, 2009

Reviewed!

Felt quite emo while I was boxing up the books that would no longer be in use.I felt really sad that some of these subjects i might not be able to study it again no matter how much i like it. Time is gone by in a blink of seconds & my secondary school chapter has just ended like this. What a pity!.

Someone told me this when I was much younger, 'you would find your best friends in your secondary school life and secondary school life is the moment that you would not forget for you entire life'. Yeah i kinda agree with that, I indeed found my best friends in my secondary life but i had lost most of it too. I had learned how to face difficults alone and do things alone. I had learned how to take things up and put things down.I had seen your changes since we knew back then though it quite a
unbelieveable change and i never expected you would be such a person but its fine for me now.

I agree that growing up is a scary process because you would go through all kinds of 'tastes' in life. To me some of the memories that I had would never be forgotten,Times where we joked and laughed like idiots on streets,Times when I needed help and you were there,Times when we chatted over the phone for almost 24/7. There is a saying like this,' You can re-format a com to delete all the memory away but no matter how hard you try to re-format yourself to delete all your memory away you would fail'. Although for severals times i had re-format lappy to delete
my memory away thinking that it would help me forget everything but in the end the memory still stay intact with me.

There several chapters in each and everyone life & this chapter of my life would be closing soon. As for the next chapter of my life,I would be a step closer to my dream and a step further from my previous sorrowful chapter. And as for this chapter I am really thankful to the 'gang' who had pick me up if not I think i would be able to hang on till this far. I am also grateful to the duo whom had pei me to the library to chiong for our 'o's.I am also glad that my gulit has been clarify. SO AARONCHAN FIGHTIING!



Oh yes before i end this post i wan to say some offensive to some particular person in this world. Yes you can continue to suan me , make fun of me, poison me in everyone eyes and even give me a particularly disgusting name that can let you joke with the whole wide world But let me tell you it does not affect in any amount of my life because you had no longer exist a what you used to be in my eyes. & oh ya you can go and spread and GOSSIP about my post and LAUGH at it but it does matter to me
either because that piece of flesh in of your face belongs to you btw that is call mouth..I am a person who believe in Karma as someone in my group had got his karma for his past wrong doings by getting into a car accident that didn't killed that person so beware. I might not be able to do what you had do to me but the world of karma has it way. I didn't even offend you and i stay away from you from everything regarding you but u had try to defame me,gossip me,name me? I am not trying to pick up a quarrel with you but i am just fagging irritated the fact that i left you alone and you always try to pick on me just because you had a large group of people that would support you from the back and the fact i have no one to support me?.. Even buddha has a limit of tolerence so am i as a mortal.If what you think that you are doing is right and funny or wadever then continue because you lead your on life and i lead my own. And I may had done wrong in the past but what gave you the right to make me as ur joke? You think u did right all along?You never made any mistakes before in ur entire life? get a life man what had happened in the past has passed,
don't use my past faults to bully me now.

To prevent any unwanted misunderstandings ,the above person
i am mentioning is not anyones name starting with 'D'.

There is one thing I had learned all these while is that, When something happen or goes wrong in your life DUN BLAME others because what makes you think that you got no fault? A person should never put the blame on others when something goes wrong instead look at yourself and ask yourself what had you done worng because when you are pointing at others with a finger , 4 other fingers of yours is pointing at you. And if you think you are the most pity person on earth then what are those who does not have a chance to led a 'Human life'? Dun swirl and put in other things and combine and blame it at the point because by doing so you are just trying to push all the blames u had away and that makes you a coward. Face it that you are in the fault too regardless little or many because there is no quatity to measure faults. It takes 2 hands to clap in anyway. I may not be as good as in many ways but at least i know how to blame myself before i blame others and that i don't bully the minority just because just because i have people to support me.
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I am really fusrated the fact I was judge as person with all the things you combine together to pledge me gulity. And the fact I was 'bully' just because i GOT NO FRIENDS in class that can help me. If you were me do you like this kind of treatment from others? Think from my point of view why i made this post.






The END

Thursday, November 5, 2009

something for u to ponder..

'O' Levels is ending soon and my fate is pretty much decided..
I have been asking myself these few days the same old questions,
'Is that the route i really want' & if i am accepted in the Club then
more life would be more hectic than my 'O's days because i would
have to juggle with studies,club and friendship..and would i loss
all my friends because i am too busy in the future? And wad
kok told me today is right , 'what about ur family?' but to me
my dreams and ambition that i had since young is more important
because my goals & dreams keep me moving on in life!..

Nvm i have the whole holiday to make the decision..Whether the club
accept me or not also depends on my health checkup so i gonna take
good care of my body and get ready the prep work..

BTW,I dun hate you now although i had dislike u for years & when i
heard u met and accident on the road yesterday i somemore felt bad
for wad i had done over the years..I try to treat u better because i dun
wan to have regretts..

Dreams is the adrenaline that keeps me pursuing for a better
future! I am someone with dreams and goals unlike ppl who
live for the sake of living and i wan to fullfill my dreams!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Okay just to blog abit before i mug on my hist again!
Today's Social Studies was like a bomb! & i was kinda stuned
when i saw the questions!..nvm since it has passed.. & all i can
say for Chem was that i was a BREEZE..i was fagging easy! ..

Here is a video of PQ,KK and I studying at the library mugging
for our exams and we are featured on one of their videos..
Start see us a min 1.56..


4MORE MAIN PAPER TO GO & I AM FREE!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Big Mouth SHUT UP,would YOU?

p.s i am fucking irriated & pissed up with you! And YES I AM!
you are just a fool with a huge mout!@#$^&*().. if
you think thats u then go feel guilty and gossip about
it if not then well..good luck THEN!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Battle of my body!


this is wad always to relieve the stress in me

Sometimes I wonder how long more can I hang in there?
Would I faint on the street? I feel so tired and stress..
I have nightmare everynight and the nightmares is usually like
i am doing physic,chem or maths! And now I am sick but i have
to tell myself to push.. Now is a battle between my willpower to
push on or to let my body take over me and collapse.. I am tired
,I am really tired but it is the final lap in my 'race'...



最幸福的事 is i know that whenever i need you,you would be there, will not be there?

Wednesday, September 30, 2009



The words of the lyrics is words i wanna say to you,i will be
all that u wanted! <3

Thursday, September 24, 2009



When I am lost in the directions of life,you are there you guide me
and thruough & becasue of you and your determination and trust in
me I had finally found my 'drive' to study hard. & because you willness
to help me even though u had a busy life i had found even more
'drive' to study. You are the drive and movitation to my life and
thank you because without you i would not been able to study down
and study at the study loungue for more than 6 hours daily and to the
extend of studying 12 hours a day for these 4 days. Thank you very much!

A car require fuel to mobilise,Human require movitation to drive us.
I had thought thru throughout yesterday, my aim for my L1R2B2 is
16 points and L1B4 is <20 and i want to go to a Junior College next year
even if i would to go a lousy JC and face tremendous pessure ahead of
me i want to go! I would force my way thru!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

malaysia tourism minister loves eating 'sour grapes'!

Recently I the newspapare the malaysia claim that the ownership of chicken rice
and Chilli crabs belongs to them and we 'hajack' their dishes? OMG it is
so ridiculous lah and hilarious for a tourism minister to say such words.
Personally i feel that there is not to to claim the ownership of which dishes as
there is not meaning to it. However as a singaporean i feel offended by his
claims,i would say probably they are just jealous like what others had said.They
are jealous that 625 sq km can do better in managing ethnic groups,economic and
other stuffs but the 329,750 total SQ. KM cant even do it. Therefore they want to
claim onwerships over such stuffs. And they recently accused of stealing indonesia
Balinese dance for tv promontion for malaysia. "Steal ppl things still wan accused others
now".Ridiclous accustion towards Singapore!

The following new extract is from the malaysian tourism minister,
Hands off our food: Malaysia stakes copyright claim to recipes for chili crabs, coconut rice

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia — Malaysia is starting a food fight with other countries to win bragging rights for producing some of Southeast Asia's most beloved recipes, including chili crabs and coconut cream rice, a news report said Thursday.

"We cannot continue to let other countries hijack our food," The Star newspaper quoted Tourism Minister Ng Yen Yen as saying while launching a campaign to promote the country's cuisine.

The ministry is identifying signature recipes that it will declare as Malaysian, Ng said. She did not reveal how the government might counter others who claim ownership of those dishes, but added that details of its strategy will be announced later.

"Chili crab is Malaysian. Hainanese chicken rice is Malaysian. We have to lay claim to our food," Ng said. She mentioned other favourites such as "nasi lemak," which is rice soaked with coconut cream, "laksa," a spicy noodle soup, and "bak kut teh," an ethnic Chinese pork rib stew.

Tourism ministry officials familiar with the campaign could not immediately be contacted.

Variations of the dishes Ng listed are available in several other Asian nations, particularly Singapore, Indonesia, Brunei, Thailand and China.

Some creations, such as chicken rice, were introduced to Malaysia and Singapore by ethnic Chinese workers who settled here after leaving China a century ago.

Chili crab - a recipe of crabs stir-fried in tomato and chili-based sauces - could become a bone of contention. It is often associated with Singapore and is considered the city-state's unofficial national dish.


The above extract is from http://www.google.com/hostednews/canadianpress/article/ALeqM5ioSMFtZKFhEdURCe6ZuOEOJcFFGw

Reading more of such reports would have help in Social Studies as

we can intepret the source and evluate the source more effectively and increase on our contextual knowledge in the society around us!


Lets settle it on the "Battlefield"



Friday, September 18, 2009

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

STALIN!


Handsome right?

Currently chionging for tmr Hist paper. Although I have been studying stalin for like the past 2 or 3 years but some facts are still forgotten..And i have been trying to to memorise the 4 main factors of the whole chapter and many sub factors! god i only started yesterday night lei..Like memorise for 6hours only...dunno can mah..I would try my best de! Hope provisonal government would not come out if not i am x.x!

Monday, September 14, 2009



Just did a lame quiz on Facebook hoping that it would help me sleep better today,
at least tonight! but in the end i feel like tmr would be the start of Doom's Day!
Somehow if tmr venice nver come out i would be stun for 1hour?? because i only
study that chapter for now (last min work)..hope the fucking Fortune teller tell
wrongly cuz mummy ask say 'if u trust a fortune teller u are a dumbo cuz if it is
so accurate why dun he predict every week lottery then he dun sit there telling ppl
life'..therefore i TOTALLY AGREE!



tata..off to bed XOXO

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Scar may fade off one day but the misery memories would never be forgetten.
Sometimes we are asked to forgive,sometimes we are told to forget but the
true meaning behind it is that we had neither forgive nor forget but has
just left untouched in an abandoned ridge.Disappointment,melancholic &
the unbearable feelings of letting go was expereinced yesterday,a day that
would never ever be forgotten in my life,the swirl of emotions is like
a thousand needles pricking through a heart.I hate you for life,for the
agony and sorrow you put me through,it shall nver be forgive or forgetten.

人在做,天在看

Saturday, September 5, 2009

G-Force

Watch G-force 3D at The Cathay with mel and jie today!
wohoo i simply love the 4 guninea pigs lah! omg super cute
and smart! i wan to keep guninea pigs too!!!!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

H1N1 POSITIVE!

Went to Outram Polyclinic as they sent me a letter to return to the
clinic for my H1N1 lab test..& guessed what? It is POSITIVE! i was
quite shocked but i forgot to update my information before i left the
clinic the last time therefore they fail to contact me and i went to
school!..anyway i told the doc that i had recover from fever and sore
thorat on the 5nd day after the test and she examined me and i
had fully recover from H1N1 without Tamiflu..hehe!! My IMMUNITY
System WON!

heng arh! i believe is someone blessing in disgiuse.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Okay I have deleted the 2 previous posts as the matter has
come an end and we are back to normal again. Lifang sorry for
my bad attiutude towards u in this matter & cecilia & others who
have help in some way or another thank you for being the peacemaker..
thank you,i am elated that the matter has ended..

ok guess where i went today?? wohooo i went to east coast park wit
mel and jiejie to fly kite!!! wohoo it was so fun and mel lost 2 kites =.=..
lousy kite flyer! i had lots of fun man and flying the kite is like letting go
of my unhappiness stuffs..wohoo so fun! i wan fly more!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

@#$%^&*() HAIR!

I am basically dying from COUGH and SORE THOART!!!
&&&&&& my hair is like maggi mee now!! long hair=messy&curl =x
dam it,i just hate that curlsssssssss,all thanks to mum whom i had inherited!
mom is happy cuz it had help her save alot on perming but sad for me cuz
i need spend spend money on rebonding!! is that a joke?



just took medicine&tata off to bed!~yawnsss~

Saturday, August 22, 2009

YEAH! Finally i am showing signs of recovery!
My temp is no longer very high,on average now is 3.73celcius..
and my heart beat is not so irregular now only left with tiredness,
sore thoart and cough nia..hope my lab test is negative and i can
return to school on wednesday!

When i recover i wan to,
-Go out wit mel and qiqi jiejie
-Get my RREA full red Guppy wit mel
-Go eat claypot ginger chicken at ECP
-Eat steamboat wit mummy
-Completely setup my expensive guppy tank!&
started my breeding soon!
-Meet ****!
-Eat seafood at ECP
-Drink ICE BLENDED MOCHA!!!!!
-Eat dim sum with ELVIN!
and and and alot alot more!
The above wishlist is not in an sequence arh =x !

therefore i wan SPEEDY RECOVERY!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I currently feel very bad now,the world is swirling and i am very sleepy..
My current temp is 38.9 celcius and i am afraid that i had developed H1n1
complications..Should I go to SGH ED now?i feel like i am going to die soon..
The reason i dunwan to admit to an hospitial because i am afraid it is just
now flu and fever but somehow my instinct tells me it is not another reason
is d&t,the submition is this friday and if i collasped now how can i continue?
And i would NOW CLARIFY THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED I WOULD
NEVER DROP D&T,NEVER!understood?

I am sorry mum causing u to shed tears and feel very worried but i cant help of
thinking that i might ... because i have seen on news many many ppl die of h1n1..
I know i must be strong to fight the dieasea but i am soon running out of enegry..
i really feel very tired..seriously if u ask me can i make it thru the stage of life i might
tell you i think i dun have much enegry to continue going on..

Current pulse: 104beat/min
Temp:38.9celcius

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Suspected case of H1N1 is me! I think strike 4d also not so
zhun lah.. woke up this morning and
felt very unwell and so i went to the polyclinic to visit the
doc as it is the earliest doc u can find at 7.30am.. the doc
took my salivary gland from my thoart and mucus from my
nose for lab test because i got all the developing symptoms
of H1N1..& before i left the doc told me to be prepared as he thinks
it is quite a high chance that i had contracted wit H1N1..

God please bless me! Lab test out next week and meanwhile quarantine
for 7days...

Saturday, August 15, 2009

There are 2 types of people u can find in this world(probably),
1st type,Very smart and dilligent however very lazy and cant be bother with life and end up losing out in life!

2nd type,
Very hardworking plus tons of tutions and class but is not born smart nor dilligent but the attidtude of hardworking has outwit the rest of the other factors!

Which type are you?

If it is me i guess i dun belong to this 2 types,I am the kind that is stupid and not hardworking =x , can i make it?

You are just a liar from the very beginning but I keep telling myself nvm cause I jollywell know one day you are going to get your RETRIBUATIONS of your
wrongdoings which you always felt was right all along!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

U know wad is detest the most? IS THAT PPL MENTIONING ME
IN THEIR CONVERSATION! WTF I HATE IT ALOT! I HAVE FUCKING
BLOCK U IN MY MSN AND ALL! GET IT CB KIA! SIBEI DULAN NOW!
OFF TO MEET MEL LIOA LA!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Okay i know it is lame but it is still SINGAPORE birthday! hahaXD

I love this song!


Went prawning plus tonning with melvin on friday! Wohoo super fun lah! we got a total
of 40 big big prawns! OMG super delicious =x! One thing i must say is that I'AM LACK
of PATIENCE!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Yeah it is finally thursday!! and i can see my long long holiday ahead of me!
tmr i not going for the stupid dumb celebration=x but not to be so happy yet
i got REVESION and D&T awaits me to complete them! so jyjy!

any just share a quiz i felt that is quite true at predicting me,

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

(yes,i am very straightforward in my words but problem solver?maybe bah!)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(true! i am someone who is very serious but i dun think i am attractive =x)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(quite true because i am the only hope of my parents)

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

(I do have many goals in my life)

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

(YES! i would one day become a qualified pilot!)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(this is very very true! i am always very conscious of how ppl look at me!)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(YEah quite true but i am quite childsih at times too =x)

The above quiz is from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx , do try it if u are free too, no harm trying !

Monday, August 3, 2009

Diarrhoea!

Arggg.. i am having a bad diarrhoea =x! I went to the
toilet for 10times or more liao and therefore i was super
sleepy at school!! SAVE ME FROM THE CRAMPS!@#%^&*()

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Nostalgia thoughts

I had finally finished the book someone had gave me sometime ago,the book name is 'For one more day,Mitch Albom'.The overview of the book is about family problems the character or his name is call Charlie,the problems he had face during his childhood,the mistakes he had done that screw his life,the family breakups problem and eventually how he had regretted it tremdously when he was older in life.

After reading that book I had many thoughts of my life so far,I realised the regrets that I had,the family things
which i would not say and many more. I am a nostalgia who love to reminisce of the past but eventually i had learn to accept that the past has past there is no more way to go back to the past. I shall not elaborate much about the details as i had wrote all my heart's fell in my diary that i had kept wit my for almost a year.

Time just files and passed so fast like the wind that blow and go and the currents of the that hits and shattered,if i had a just 'one more day' to go back and fix what I had done wrong in life I guess I would have not meet you in my life because my life was once in a havoc of the words that you had said but nevertheless i had brace up and grow up to contiune with life & learn the most pecious lesson in life. & if i have a wish to be granted I would have come to this world and be AARON CHAN FU HAO but instead the son of some very rich ass and lead the lifestyle that I had desired!



Lastly,this post has no offence to anyone in anyway,i am
just saying my heart's fell. & hope u are happy and had a
great day today

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

!@#$%^&*()




Went for a 2.8km run for 2 days already,you might ask me for wad?
maybe to relieve stress and exercise would actually make me happier
as exercise would realease a hormones named euphoria that make u
happier and it also helps me slps better! Sometimes i best we faced the
truth of live instead of running away from it?



just too my pills and i should fall asleep soon? and i got the urge to swallow all
the pills down and end it.. i guess this pills make me fall a asleep and i can
stop thinking about the unhappy stuffs!

A thousands painkillers&sleeping pills would not ease the
pain in my heart!!! Leave me alone!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!




Went to mel's sis birthday party as his mum invited me and
jiejie:D Bought a cake as present for her..haha..had lots of fun
and it has been a long time since i attend a birthday party and
it make me remincise of the times i was younger. Sometimes i
rather i nver grow up cuz being a kid has so much fun!

Friday, July 24, 2009

I hope u understand!


I keep telling myself this and




I would have to tell u this..


I had lied to myself all this while?? i just confused my feelings with the truth..

Thursday, July 23, 2009

On my 15th birthday someone gave me a present and inside the person
wrote'There are many things in life that you won't have a second chance...'.
When i was younger i don't really wad it meant but now i guess i really what
it meant. Just take the recent Full Eclipse for instance, Do u know full eclipse
don't occur often? It only occured once maybe in a century and the next full
eclipse is predicted to occur at 2168 which by then i m 'dead' and i miss a
chance to view it though in sg u can't see the full eclipse..Regrets!

Yesterday my ex-D&T teacher asked me about something and I was totally
stumbled and I don't even know how to answer her. But I think the answer
is no longer important to me anymore because...! I guess human emotions &
things change as time goes by just like the weather where u have spring,
summer,atumn and Winter therefore i just we had reach the last stage and
our memories would remain forzen just like in Winter. I wanted to reverse
things at first but it was the words that u had once said tanish all my hopes.
You and i had changed in someway for the better or the bad.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Solar eclipse pits superstition against science

MUMBAI (AFP) - - Indian astrologers are predicting violence and turmoil across the world as a result of this week's total solar eclipse, which the superstitious and religious view as a sign of potential doom.

But astronomers, scientists and secularists are trying to play down claims of evil portent in connection with Wednesday's natural spectacle, when the moon will come between the Earth and the sun, completely obscuring the sun.

In Hindu mythology, the two demons Rahu and Ketu are said to "swallow" the sun during eclipses, snuffing out its life-giving light and causing food to become inedible and water undrinkable.

Pregnant women are advised to stay indoors to prevent their babies developing birth defects, while prayers, fasting and ritual bathing, particularly in holy rivers, are encouraged.

Shivani Sachdev Gour, a gynaecologist at the Fortis Hospital in New Delhi, said a number of expectant mothers scheduled for caesarian deliveries on July 22 had asked to change the date.

"This is a belief deeply rooted in Indian society. Couples are willing to do anything to ensure that the baby is not born on that day," Gour said.

Astrologers have predicted a rise in communal and regional violence in the days following the eclipse, particularly in India, China and other Southeast Asian nations where it can be seen on Wednesday morning.

Mumbai astrologer Raj Kumar Sharma predicted "some sort of attack by (Kashmiri separatists) Jaish-e-Mohammad or Al-Qaeda on Indian soil" and a devastating natural disaster in Southeast Asia.

An Indian political leader could be killed, he said, and tension between the West and Iran is likely to increase, escalating into possible US military action after September 9, when fiery Saturn moves from Leo into Virgo.

"The last 200 years, whenever Saturn has gone into Virgo there has been either a world war or a mini world war," he told AFP.

It is not just in India that some are uneasy about what will transpire because of the eclipse.

In ancient China they were often associated with disasters, the death of an emperor or other dark events, and similar superstitions persist.

"The probability for unrest or war to take place in years when a solar eclipse happens is 95 percent," announced an article that attracted a lot of hits on the popular Chinese web portal Baidu.com.

Sanal Edamaruku, president of the Indian Rationalist Association, dismissed such doomsday predictions.

"Primarily, what we see with all these soothsayers and astrologers is that they're looking for opportunities to enhance their business with predictions of danger and calamity," he told AFP.

"They have been very powerful in India but over the last decade they have been in systematic decline."

Astronomers and scientists are also working to educate the public about the eclipse.

Travel firm Cox and Kings has chartered a Boeing 737-700 aircraft to give people the chance to see the eclipse from 41,000 feet (12,500 metres).

Experts will be on board to explain it to passengers, some of whom have paid 79,000 rupees (1,600 dollars) for a "sun-side" seat on the three-hour flight from New Delhi.

The eclipse's shadow is expected to pass over the aircraft at 15 times the speed of sound (Mach 15), said Ajay Talwar, president of the SPACE Group of companies that promotes science and astronomy.

"It's coming in the middle of the monsoon season. On the ground, there's a 40 percent chance of seeing it in India. On the aircraft you have almost a 90 percent chance of seeing the eclipse," he added.

Siva Prasad Tata, who runs the Astro Jyoti website, straddles the two worlds.

"There's no need to get too alarmed about the eclipse, they are a natural phenomenon," the astrologer told AFP.

But he added: "During the period of the eclipse, the opposite attracting forces are very, very powerful. From a spiritual point of view, this is a wonderful time to do any type of worship.

"It will bring about good results, much more than on an ordinary day."

Adpated from http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090720/tap-science-astronomy-eclipse-asia-touri-2a5be5e.html


Hope tmr would be fine and not as bad as they had mentioned because tmr o lvl mt listening!!!wish me luck arh!

BAN "SMELLY" NS MAN ON PUBLIC?




The above sources were adpated from http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=79384


Firstly i was f***ked and pissed up when i saw this article in Stomp!
The woman is too fking!
Okay i start my essay post,This woman has lack of social tolerance and
not being a gracious person neither is she a good mother to me as she
instilled a wrong midset on the younger generations about our SAF.
And she is being anti social when she say 'somemore they come from dunno
where or tekong dunno got bring dieaseas and spread to my children anot?'
what do u mean dieaseas?u think u are the only human that exist in the
fking world? Who is the SMELLY AND DISGUSTING SAF men? They are
the who safeguard ur safety as well AS UR CHILDREN SAFETY! they are
the one who had provide u a safe country to live in and yet u can label them
as SMELLY AND DISGUSTING? And why cant they take public transport
together with the normal ppl and must they be ban? U go knock the nearest
wall u can see now lah! take taxi u sponsored is it? u are just being selfish and
anti social! i wonder wad ur child would grow up to be like! It would be the
most disgraceful thing and most unfortunate thing that had happen to me
if u are my mother! U are just an ignorant auntie whom knows nth not even
know how to educate ur children wit the right mindset!

Okay it seems i may be over reacting but it is true the we singaporeans should
have social tolerence and be gracious lah though me myself is racist towards
certain race however i dun write it out i just walk away. The point i wan to make
is that we should be grateful that our country is safe all thanks to this SAF ppl
and at he end of the day it is ur children who would be the ones going into the
society so giving them a right mindset and healthy mind is essential!

Monday, July 20, 2009

Lack of SOCIAL RESPONSIBLITILY?

All i can say are someone who has lack of
SOCIAL RESPONSIBLITILY
.
however u are not fully to be blame as i have weak immunity.

Just came back from doc. Off to rest>.<..


DAMN IT!@#$%^&*()


Sunday, July 19, 2009

I don't own u anything!

Wee weee

Watched Harry Potter and the half blood prince yesterday with
Diondris,regina,brenda,mel and jie at the cathay! for me actually
there is number of parts i dun understand maybe is because i nver
watch harry potter after the 3 movie cuz the movie is like dragging
just like this one!..But overall i still enjoyed the movie for it digtal
effects..

Trailer starts at 54secs onwards!

and saw this freaking shocking plus scary vid while i was at the
chatting section of my aquarium forum.. check it out..



This is OMG!

Monday, July 13, 2009

Okay ppl pls vote for Jiajia of bukit merah sec in this contest,
link is here, https://www.vpost.com.sg/vpost/public/mystamp_voting.jsp !
firstly i dunno this girl and secondly it was asked by my
form teacher,just help it is just a click away!

I got a good new! I WON IN A LUCKY DRAW and i almost faint when
i recieved the call ~shocking~! guess is wad 1k vouncher and other
like travel vounchers!!! going to collect tmr at orchard road..heheesss!

Off to prepare for tmr COMMON TEST! ~shittt it~
Test=study=stress=f***ked up

Let end the post wit a song,
UNTOUCHED, THE VERONICAS!!~lets dance~




Saturday, July 11, 2009

Edited due to typo.

Got several clips to share man..if u
got time just watch it!!!LOLXD



I love avril lavigne songs since i was in primary school
basically i find it meaningful and close to me..


This joker acts just like how my pop reacts whenever i tell
him i wan to go get a ear hole!...What has a ear hole got to
do with gangsters?? is like no link leis?? and wad does ear
holes got to do wit gays??? i really cant understand my pop and
so does the joker inside the flim..~hey high five man!~ therefore
i envy my best friend MEL and my KOR,BEN!


I also agree his terms of an asian teeny bopper!LOL..
dota,warcaft3 and lan games as 3/4 of ur life and the
lighter part!~elvin see this? is it the reason why u
always wan to flick the dam lighter we got last time??~



And this one about korean movie is super true and
funny too!!(when i watch him it makes me think of my
class joker,KOK KIANG and it makes me feel like me
cuz i always talk to myself just like how the joker in
the clip does it btw I AM NOT CRAZY!)






Anyway ppl today weather is quite bad!After i tot it was
my glasses that was dirty but in the end it is the smoke from
god knows where..and everywhere is smoky!!! PSI reading is
good!LOL! thats all for now btw i'm dam dam dam dam angry
wit my D&T TEACHER NOW & yes i very very ANGRY!

MMOB!

About studying,Why does ppl always say even though u
got the knowledge or hardworking also no use compare
to ur attitude in studying?There is a mathematical formula
to it!

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20
21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

Therefore doesn't mean u are smart or hardworking u would score well
it is the attitude towards studying that counts.Although u might not
believe it but i strongly believe it & in life of the attitude that counts
there are many more things that attitude makes a whole lot of different.

I dun care nor i would not interfere since u dun
listen to me advices nor would i wanna quarrel over
the matter with u,I would just MMOB(Mind My Own Business).
I am someone who would only support facts and not by relations.
I'm just f***ked up.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

IMU!

School ended really early these days! i rather stay longer
in school to study then be at home..Tmr is my 'o' lvls oral
exam le,quite scare yet i have strong confidence in myself,
although my mt is not so good and i cant use proverb in my
talking but i can impressed them wit my confidence and thoughts!

Nowadayss i got slightly more motivated to study/revise for my
'o' lvls due to my peer pressure! I realise peer pressure is a
very powerful thing,for example,if u see all ur friends chioning
and preparing really hard for the exams u tend to follow them cuz u
feel the pressure but if ur friends are lazy bones then u would be
as lazy as them!..~simple fact/LOGIC~

Sunday, July 5, 2009

It has been awhile since i blog..Went to the Zoo wit jie and mel yesterday!OMG i love the trip this time round cuz i finally my POLAR BEAR!..haha i love it so much cuz it is SOOOoo cute!haha..we even fed the goat this time round and i got to touch the horse which is born the same year as me and his name is KING..o.O!How i wish i am born in a Super RICH family then i can have my own horse and learn how to ride them..i think is so cool la and i would groom it well and it would look as handsome as KING who looks super shuai!

I love POLAR BEARS!

Nth much more to blog.Got no mood nor feelings.Currently fell in love in this song 衝動Impulse-Elva!


Tuesday, June 23, 2009



Watched Dance Subaru wit qiqi jiejie&melvin at Cine.
Was quite touchy and well written movie.I was so inspried
by her dance and her will power!

Nothing much in life and nothing is left for me to say.
anyway u just sucksss,get it?KNS>.