Friday, November 6, 2009

Reviewed!

Felt quite emo while I was boxing up the books that would no longer be in use.I felt really sad that some of these subjects i might not be able to study it again no matter how much i like it. Time is gone by in a blink of seconds & my secondary school chapter has just ended like this. What a pity!.

Someone told me this when I was much younger, 'you would find your best friends in your secondary school life and secondary school life is the moment that you would not forget for you entire life'. Yeah i kinda agree with that, I indeed found my best friends in my secondary life but i had lost most of it too. I had learned how to face difficults alone and do things alone. I had learned how to take things up and put things down.I had seen your changes since we knew back then though it quite a
unbelieveable change and i never expected you would be such a person but its fine for me now.

I agree that growing up is a scary process because you would go through all kinds of 'tastes' in life. To me some of the memories that I had would never be forgotten,Times where we joked and laughed like idiots on streets,Times when I needed help and you were there,Times when we chatted over the phone for almost 24/7. There is a saying like this,' You can re-format a com to delete all the memory away but no matter how hard you try to re-format yourself to delete all your memory away you would fail'. Although for severals times i had re-format lappy to delete
my memory away thinking that it would help me forget everything but in the end the memory still stay intact with me.

There several chapters in each and everyone life & this chapter of my life would be closing soon. As for the next chapter of my life,I would be a step closer to my dream and a step further from my previous sorrowful chapter. And as for this chapter I am really thankful to the 'gang' who had pick me up if not I think i would be able to hang on till this far. I am also grateful to the duo whom had pei me to the library to chiong for our 'o's.I am also glad that my gulit has been clarify. SO AARONCHAN FIGHTIING!



Oh yes before i end this post i wan to say some offensive to some particular person in this world. Yes you can continue to suan me , make fun of me, poison me in everyone eyes and even give me a particularly disgusting name that can let you joke with the whole wide world But let me tell you it does not affect in any amount of my life because you had no longer exist a what you used to be in my eyes. & oh ya you can go and spread and GOSSIP about my post and LAUGH at it but it does matter to me
either because that piece of flesh in of your face belongs to you btw that is call mouth..I am a person who believe in Karma as someone in my group had got his karma for his past wrong doings by getting into a car accident that didn't killed that person so beware. I might not be able to do what you had do to me but the world of karma has it way. I didn't even offend you and i stay away from you from everything regarding you but u had try to defame me,gossip me,name me? I am not trying to pick up a quarrel with you but i am just fagging irritated the fact that i left you alone and you always try to pick on me just because you had a large group of people that would support you from the back and the fact i have no one to support me?.. Even buddha has a limit of tolerence so am i as a mortal.If what you think that you are doing is right and funny or wadever then continue because you lead your on life and i lead my own. And I may had done wrong in the past but what gave you the right to make me as ur joke? You think u did right all along?You never made any mistakes before in ur entire life? get a life man what had happened in the past has passed,
don't use my past faults to bully me now.

To prevent any unwanted misunderstandings ,the above person
i am mentioning is not anyones name starting with 'D'.

There is one thing I had learned all these while is that, When something happen or goes wrong in your life DUN BLAME others because what makes you think that you got no fault? A person should never put the blame on others when something goes wrong instead look at yourself and ask yourself what had you done worng because when you are pointing at others with a finger , 4 other fingers of yours is pointing at you. And if you think you are the most pity person on earth then what are those who does not have a chance to led a 'Human life'? Dun swirl and put in other things and combine and blame it at the point because by doing so you are just trying to push all the blames u had away and that makes you a coward. Face it that you are in the fault too regardless little or many because there is no quatity to measure faults. It takes 2 hands to clap in anyway. I may not be as good as in many ways but at least i know how to blame myself before i blame others and that i don't bully the minority just because just because i have people to support me.
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I am really fusrated the fact I was judge as person with all the things you combine together to pledge me gulity. And the fact I was 'bully' just because i GOT NO FRIENDS in class that can help me. If you were me do you like this kind of treatment from others? Think from my point of view why i made this post.






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