happy happy day !!! really very happppppyyyy ..

There is a saying that goes like this, ' Forget about what happened
yesterday as it has pass,don't worry about the future as it is yet
to be here just be happy of what is happening now ! '

I think it is very true lor .. Frankly speaking, I suddenly felt that
it does really matter whether we will be together in the future because
I can say we are very happy and sweet now ! 'A relationship doesn't
count in the number of days we are together but the how happy are
we when we are together !'

不管未来会怎麽样,至少我们现在很开心,不管结局会怎麽样,至少想念的人是你,我不会把它当作游戏 ,因为我真心对你

From the lyrics,

不管未来会怎麽样
至少我们现在很开心
不管结局会怎麽样
至少想念的人是你
我不会把它当作游戏
因为我真心对你

Once upon a time , i can still tell myself this with tons of confidence.
but now .. somehow i don't know why or how .. i not longer have the
trust in me.. Can you bring that confidence back to me ?

To you ..

I saw the msg you sent me but all I can say , I dunno how to reply that msg ... When you ask what happened between us ? i can only say i also dunno , maybe i am jealous that you have new friends in your new poly or maybe i really hated you attitude that you treat people ..

Do you know ? I am working back where we previous worked together ? and whenever you ex colleagues asked me " where is ah shane ? " i will like stumbled and say " orh .. i dun really know .." .. and whenever i looked around you are not longer there to pop by my desk and asked me what am i doing . Somehow whenever i sat in office i feel that something is missing now ..

It is really a pity that we used to be great buddies for studies and playing but now it seems that i no longer how to speak to you. I guess it is true about the saying that " all human changes to suit with the enviroment." .. I do not blame you actually but somehow you will sometimes pop out in my mind .. sometimes i wonder how you are doing and if you are doing well in your studies ? ..

Probably the main reason why i dun really feel like talking to you anymore is because you were no longer the Goh Kok Kiang i used to know but you are Shane Goh now and nothing can change you back because the old you has gone with time and wind .. And it is not your ~ex~ fault that i decided to stop talking to you , it is because you had totally changed into someone i dunno and she did nothing that influence my decision ..

so long since i blog ! and today i am going to blog about bitches ..




at first wanted to go to the school library and sit down and study..
we settle down in an area where it was alot of people and everyone
was talking quite loudly but there was 2 lonely bitches sitting infront
making irrating sound like "shhhh" and "walao buay tahan liao" ! ..
i was sibie dulan like they aiming us when everyone is talking !!
but we dun care and continue to talk even louder .. and there bitchs
just continue making those sounds !

I mean I know this is a library but cant we even talk in our normal
tone ? If you seriously want to have peace and serenity while studying
the i suggest you go to the quiet zone or if the fucking zone is full the
head to level 4A toilet and sit on the bowl to study ! Fret not there will
be peace,serenity plus inspiration and shit be with you !



This fucking bitches !

And i don't mind not being a gentleman because you don't deserve it
anyway !