Okay Pls KINDLY FUCK OFF!
i'm having tension headache and Tremendous Stress+Pressure!

I'm currently so stuck and suck by studies!..i got so much to
rush in a short period of time in order to fulfill the deadline..
Gonna Fuck to bed now cuz i really buay tahan liao!

If it is gonna be like this then let it be
forever..This is the way of life..

Nver expect someone like this exist inthis world and u came
from my longing desire country,KOREA..You are so young yet
so rich wit assets nearly $300,000,000 Singapore Dollar..When
i saw the letter of assets u have in bank my jaw almost drop and
i almost fell from my chair..& u are multi talented,smart,goodlooking
and have everything that i dun have..

I'm so jealous!How i hope i was like u then i guess my life would
be in a different angle now..$300million SGD!I think i
10lifes also cant make so much money lah!..Really cant believe it..
Living in Super Luxurious Condo,Driving Branded Cars,Wearing
branded stuffs..I ALSO WAN!>.<"..

Yesterday
Daddy&Mummy brought out to Jia Xiang Restaurant to
'celebrate'my early birthday as my daddy say he would not
be free to celebrate for me that day..haha..Had Claypot Chicken,
Stir Fry Broccoli with Scallops,Sharkfins,Canto Style steamed
Fish and Yam paste!!!..haha..i love it lah..Then after that i meet
elvin as i actually promise him to eat dinner wit him..in the he
eat i see-.-..haha..Then after eating we go ikea walk walk jiu home
liao..

Today
YEAH!Finally it rained!..This morning dad and mum with to pay
respect to my late grandma&granddad but i didn;t go as the
go so early in the morning..So i stayed at home study until 3plus
then play game then meet elvin to Brash Bras to buy some study
materials..then we had dinner at Teahouse,The Asian Kitchen
located at Raffles City Shopping Center..They served delicious
duck..I had once wit mel and qiqi there and this time wit elvin..
We ordered Herbal Duck,Mapo Tofu and TeaHouse Summer
Soup..And 2/3 of the dishes is SPICY!..OMG i tell u my stomach
was like burning but is so SHIOK la..We chat and eat until like
so full and elvin was damn happy cuz almost everything is spicy
and i suites his flavour!!..haha..then we had Starbucks Coffee
after that and talk and talk!!.haha..sometimes i hope my life
can be like this,no worries just eat here eat there with ur
best friends..Life is so CAREFREE!..haha..Dream On right..hahaXD

School was great today!..We had lecturers from various polys
that came to our school to rise our awareness of the different
'Cut-off point' for various courses..i went to the Engineering
talk and it has greatly help and help me to set a clearer goal
of wad i wanna be next time:D..

Then after that we had a inter-class cooking competition!
wohoo that was the part i enjoyed most..Each class a ask
to make 5appionted theme dishes..and Regina,Lifang,Drondris,
Gou ning,Cecilia and Elvin was in our team:D..&it was Preservance
Pizza!..And guess wad we would the Best Pizza among all the classes
and our class is again the Overall Winner:D!..I tell you we love the
pizza alot as in our team as i was a very very special pizza!!..Has
a Portrait on it and Miss Chong commented that the pizza 'Was too
beautiful to be eaten'!..haha lifang was soooo happy lah!..

Then i went swimming after that and went home!..Swam 10laps in
25mins!Slow right..must improve!

Okay talking of Goals or the job i wanna be next time..I have a dream
when i was a little boy and that was be a pilot because everytime
we go traveling i love to sit on the plane!!..haha..So i told myself
when i grow up i wanna work as anything as long as i get to work
with planes everyday!..And thats my little dream&i would work
very hard for it as Areospace Engineering is a difficult course to
enter as there are High Demand and Low Spaces!..COP is 12..0.0..

Fever again!!!...Walao eh my body is so weak these days..
Nver go school...sorry ms goh..

Okay drop that subject,Do you know wad is Karma?
Yup,some ppl would say it is just 'wad goes around,come
around'...Yes u are exactly right!It is the law of cause and
effect 'sum of person's actions in one of his successive states
of existence'.The theory of karma is that every time we think
or do something, we create a cause, which in time will bear its
corresponding effects.Every person is responsible for his or her
acts and thoughts, so each person's karma is entirely his or her own.

I strong believer in Karma since young as i strongly believe that
whenever i did something i usually would bear my own corresponding
effect..And i also believe that those who did wrong would also bear
that corresponding effects later,it might not happen to you,it might
happen ur family or future family or ur next life..

I have someting to say,i already know everything because 'paper can
nver cover the fire'(interpret in chinese)..Because someone among
you would tend to leak the the things out.And i can say it doesn't
not affect me in anywhere anymore because i have learned and
grow up to accept things..All these while i know it but i just kept
quiet but i didn't things to turn out like today..You or should i say
you all and i led a very different life now so i hope that 'wu zhou wo
de du mu qiao,ni zhou ni de yang guang dao'..I hope i dun have
to say it again because the next time i will take action..I have no
offence is just that i wan to clarify matters.

84265968263842347696667362887326384265968,8273763253..
And i m very grateful to you!

If wasn't someone i would not have got my enlightenment
in life..

These was said by someone,'When the day you
know that u are in the wrong somehow it would be
the day u are going to succeed in ur life..'

I'm so stress-ed up for my life and studies..

According to studies,Stress is unavoidable in life whether is it
good stress or bad stress..How do i know i'm stress?Cuz haven
been trouble sleeping these days and i feel very exhausted easily..
As for my mood i get intolerant of minor disturbance and feel irritated or
frustrated, lose your temper more often, and yell at others for no reason.
I also find it hard to concentrate on the things i'm doing especially studying..
and i got frequent headaches,body aches and stomach upset daily!!...
And all these cause my to turn very worrisome of insignificant things&
Doubt your ability to do things, imagine negative,or terrifying scenes.
i dream that yesterday that korkor,elvin and melvin suddenly all dead on
accidents and it all happen infront of me and i cried and cried until today
i was like..(wet pillow and teary eyes) or recently i have nightmares..
And sometimes i dunno what i was doing..like tat day i took the knife and
my position was like i was going to pierce myself and i got the urge to try
it out..dunno why like and my mum saw it and she scream at me..

And i check the net for symptoms of stress and all fitted my situation-.-..
I tot i was just stress up by studies but actually i m not but other minor
things..

The ways they recommended me to do is to try to talk to someone i feel
comfortable,keep a 'stress' diary to split out all my thoughts or do more
physical exercise,do something i really like or some mindful activities&
most importantly managed my time correct to reduce any unnecessary
stress..Seriously, i have terrible time management and i always worry/think
minor/insignificant things too much..And researchers also prove that stress
cause immune system to weaken and true enough these days i feel like
i m going to be sick AGAIN!...HOWHOW...

Familiar?YES u seen it in one of the sg advertismet!

Study Camp Week for us..Quite fun lah cuz dun nid intensive study..
Today we got a World record memory holder+The only grand master
of memory in Singapore!..wohoo..i tell u arh he is super lah,he can
rmb 30digits wit not even looking at it and read once to him can liao..
can recite in forward and backward order..O.O"..

Just did some stupid quizzes from Facebook,Okay show 3 test results..
1)Test my EQ level?
Results?
High EQ
You're very careful with words, knows about everything that is to be supposedly kept from you and tends to be able to judge whether someone is genuine about something. One thing to note is that you tend to be judgmental of people who comes for you - not everyone has an agenda to use you, maybe some just wanted to spend quality time with a great friend like you. Furthermore, I believe that someone like you will be compassionate and does not hurt people intentionally, as you can easily feel others' emotions. Piece of advice for you: Learn to let go/talk away the negative emotions you will accumulated from others because it will caused you to be overly depressed about reality. But hey...with such high EQ, there's a high chance that you will suceed above others in life - if you manage them well enough that is. =DDD
2)What is my favorite subject?

History is your class. You would love to spend endless hours reading about history, and have very strong opinions.
3)How good is ur hokkien?

Pro eh , buay pai !
wah , since when you started learning hokkien de ?? pro ah !

The result for the both test really proves its accuracy although i know is anyhow de..

I love the songs of Taylor Swift&Oliva Ong english songs!!
One so meaningful the other is so Jazz..ohh suit my character and
mood lah!:DD!

Okay i felt disgusted and my hair really stands..and pls
lah ppl is not going to favour u by saying that..Okay elvin you
know who is it lah hor..UR 'BROTHER"...PUI..agreed?
Seriously no offense it just i buay tahan nia...btw is not you..
so dun think too much if u are..

Okay went to have dinner with elvin at vivo just now..mm had
KFC for dinner?2 words,OILY&FATTENING...elvin was like
'wa i dunwan eat liao'..haha..then walked ard jiu go home prepare
for tmr school liao:D..Played dota together and i got really fucked
up by noobs..Okay although i not sibei pro at least not soooo noob
ma..speaking frankly i cant believe someone noob-er the mel exist..
Speechlesss...

Sure some funny clips from youtube i think if emo see liao jiu no more
emo liao cuz is really funny!

This one is kor show me de!Super dumb!

This vid made me think of someone!

OMG this is damn GROSS!..dun vomit:p..

Okay i love this singer now,Taylor Swift!
I<3 Her songs!

Okay until i find a blogskin that i like i would use this simple skin..
Mmm the past few days was pretty fun..These days i m soooo
engross into KOREAN FOOD!..haha..it really delicious lah and i like
the taste alot..YEAH!...

Friday went to swim at tampines swimming pool wit ben ko,mel and qi jie:D
haha..you might ask why i go there swim?IS CONFIDENTIAL..then that
night i stayed at kor's home..haha..mm kor is a great eater and money saver!
i wanna learn from him:D..Saturday we slept until like 3pm then we go
swim again!..haha..so many kids ard and all the pools are sooo crowded!
diffcult to swim lah..but i think my swimming stamina improve abit liao:D
so i gonna swim more often nowadays..then kor cooked maggi mee for me
then he drive me go cut hair and i go home after that:D..haha..had alot of
fun & kor is a great host:D..too bad cannt go cruise with him..hais..stupid
school reopen liao..

today?Boring Boring..wake up discover my parents had secertly 'escaped' to
malaysia..leave me alone..hais..OMG I GOING die of BORED..
this is the delivious noodle kor cooked!Got scallop,
prawn,chicken and egg:D..very delicious hor!

i still feel loss..why why why?

Finally finished watching the Legend of the condor hero2008..
Omg i love it soooo much lah..say is no use de watch liao then know..
And i love the song 《我只能爱你》 although the pitching is high
but the lyrics is meaningful..



彭青《我只能爱你》

当你握紧我的手
我决定和你走
经历再多的挫折
也绝对不退缩
当河流都倒流
我还在你左右
一直陪伴你到时间的尽头
就算有一天
天和地都会分离
也永远不离也不弃
要和你在一起
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~
为了你 我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
生命荡涤轮回里
你是唯一不忘的记忆
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你 从此绝不会放手
不曾褪色的承诺
比永久还要久
痛过哭过也恨过
从未想放弃过
莫问我要理由
爱就是我所有
今生来世你是不变的守候
就算全世界
都要来与你为敌
也还要紧紧抱着你
泪不会掉一滴
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~
为了你 我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
只要为你我愿意
牺牲一切都不觉可惜
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你 从此再无他所求

Hurrr i'm so stress-ed up nowww!!!..

In life you have to learn to give up things that u
really really like alot&no one's life is smooth sail
all the way de at some point of time there tend to
have some obstruction..So learn to live wit it..

Sometimes i really know wad is life liao..
Sometimes u will hope that u duno then that u know liao it
is actually very painful and unbearable..
Sometimes how horrible someone can be in the inside but on
the surface they look harmless..
All i can say there is a limit to everything..not that u cannot
do but until some limit ur senses should tell you u should stop
it because u dunno that the things that u said can actually hurt
someone deeply..
Although there is no rain but it doesn;t mean that people would not
strike by lightning..Know the meaning?
That is most shameless things that a human can actually do..
There is always a cause and effect over everything..

How can i find laughter in tears?

Tears fell down..
Sorry i let you down;,(..One of my ham ham had passed away:(
Hais i should have separated them when i see them fighting
i tot they can slowly accommodate each other but in the end..
Seriously i love her alot! I would spend my time to play with them
and talk to them..although they are still not used to me but i really
tried to us familiar..I'm soorryyyy..I m a lousy owner:(..ILOVEU..
Hope we can be friends my next life and not my pet:(

Sometime only when u really loss something then u realise that u are
painful..But when u had let go of things dun brood over it again..
cuz is over..

There's nothing I could say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried Still you never said goodbye and now I know How far you'd go

[Bridge:]
I know I let you down But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything I didn't know what life could bring But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

[Bridge:]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Ending bridge:]
Without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

Cause without you I don't know what I'd do I can never, ever live a day without you
Here, with me, do you see,
You're all I need

[Chorus:]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Chorus:]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I'm sad and i need a hug,can you give me?

Got another 2 more hamster as temptation is killing me!
I wanted a Pudding breed and yes i got one!haha..spend quite
abit on them liao..100plus liao!..I Love you,Eunice,Pudding&Cookies:D

Wanted to buy some stuffs for the girls at Vivo but in the end i accompany
PQ go queensway buy something then i the end nver go Vivo..haha..
Had Curry Chix rice for lunch..MMM..not bad lah..haha..

Do you agree that the true colours are the most scariest thing on earth?
They can appear to you to be like this or like tat but actually they are
not wad u think..I was so shocked when i know it that day not someone
told me but i anlayis it and i guess my predictation was confrim today..
But i agree wad xiaowei told me today,'Ren bu wei zi tian zhu di mie'..
I have learn wad ever is needed..I still rmb elvin told me that i m no
longer the generous aaron anymore but i haven tell him why but today
i got my ans liao..HAHA..

Sometimes u rather not know something then you know
and the effect of the truth hurts alot..because when ppl tell u
about this person u dun believe until u witness it..Lesson is taught
and retribuation would come one day until then dun blame others
but yourself,thats wad i learn!Spoke alot wit PQ today and i understand
his feelings as a classmate or friend more!

OH MY GOD!!!..Please HELP ME! i m so addicted to Chinchillas!
I wan to adopt one!..ask me why dun buy instead?Because it cost
1k++ for one Chinchillas:((..Cannt afford lah!..SO exp..so qiqi jiejie
and i going to adopt..

Is so damn cute lah..my heart melt when i saw it that day in the pet
shop!..i m going to make plans to accommodate him/her..

Dunno what is Chinchillas?
They are extremely long life animal!They live up to 20YEARS!!But
on average they can life up to 10~15years..And are extremely gentle
and can understand simple command!Like siiting and listening to you:)

I shall live up for one!

I Love U,Eunice!

I just a Pearl winter Hamster!OMGOMGOMG!!
haha i love it soooo much..It can keep me accompany
and listen to me sorrow if there is any:)..And i signed
a Treaty upon buying that i would take good care of it
till it is dead-.-!OF cuz i would do that!I swear i m going to
spend our remaining 19 months together happily!Cuz a
lifespan for a hamster is only 2 years nia:(..Pics?Tmr bah
because she is not cooperative so maybe borrow cam from
mel?hahaXD..

Some ppl maybe have ask me how i did it?
All i can say i m hold on very tight and i know my dreams
and aim can bring me to somewhere that belongs' to me!
But i was really hard at first but after all i learn and realise
the ways of human and surroundings..

You may have left me a miles from where i m standing but
i would swear and promise that distance is not a matter to
me..Like i said before to u'In the future i m sure i would have
new best friends but there is one thing i can promise u that
is that no matter how many thousands best friends i have
i none would be able to replace u and i would always have a
place for u in my heart:D'..But still i m a person that is too
emo in things and now i really feeling that 我捨不得..

And this song is best representing my feelings,(pls
wait for the song to load.)

沉默的天 盖住我的双眼 在悄悄的一瞬间 感受到完整失恋 天空降落 带走了精彩 每分每秒等待 能避免这个无奈 你走了 世界变小了 脑海也停留在 空虚中 还留着 手机留言里的 听着那句 Goodbye 我舍不得 你这样的走 想到转时间重演你和我 你也曾经 用真心去爱 但把整个宇宙的完美带走 我舍不得 玫瑰一朵 孤独的日落 夕阳的光在照 自己更难微笑 所有美好 随着你在跑 想念你的味道 沉重在我心跳 你也曾经 掏了心去爱 We need to have one more try 我的心 我的泪 能不能够让你再感动 童话故事的我们 浪漫电影的我们 我舍不得 好舍不得 想倒转时间重演你和我

When are u going to realise?
Give me an answer?

Oh man i got so many homework to complete yet i got only so
little time..Sorry miss neo:(..

Saw the email jing had reply me!OMG i was kinda touched by the
content..i was like kinda STUNED plus tears flowing!I missed her
more than anyone in this world!Seriously up till today i still struggling
my life without her accompany,laughing&CRAPS that we loved alot:D
Sometimes i really hope time can stop at my happiest moment..Like
wad we used to say,'We loss too many in common and that makes us
treasure each other more than anyone!'Hais..got sometihng i wanna
say but skip it bah!..xD..(not about jing de)

So much for today!Anyway i wanna thanks Ms Goh and those who
cared and bothered about me during my absence from school,Thank
you:D..

Wohoo fever had finally simmered down le^^
Had been sending Jing emails as she wans the pics
that we had took before,i mean all the pics that we
had took!..haha..send 1hour liao only complete one
folder nia-..-..Realise we really love to take pics together
until got sooooo many..haha..So many memorables:D

JING ARH!Takecares arh!

Fever arh!!..I'm down wit fever..sian!..
should recover soon but tmr mc..haha:D

Anyway my mummy had agreed to let me go wit korkor
to take cruise during the march holidays..MUHAHA..yea!
i m so looking forward for the trip!!..So i got recover asap
then can enjoy the trip:D