How can i find laughter in tears?

Tears fell down..
Sorry i let you down;,(..One of my ham ham had passed away:(
Hais i should have separated them when i see them fighting
i tot they can slowly accommodate each other but in the end..
Seriously i love her alot! I would spend my time to play with them
and talk to them..although they are still not used to me but i really
tried to us familiar..I'm soorryyyy..I m a lousy owner:(..ILOVEU..
Hope we can be friends my next life and not my pet:(

Sometime only when u really loss something then u realise that u are
painful..But when u had let go of things dun brood over it again..
cuz is over..

There's nothing I could say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried Still you never said goodbye and now I know How far you'd go

[Bridge:]
I know I let you down But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything I didn't know what life could bring But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

[Bridge:]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Ending bridge:]
Without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

Cause without you I don't know what I'd do I can never, ever live a day without you
Here, with me, do you see,
You're all I need

[Chorus:]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Chorus:]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I'm sad and i need a hug,can you give me?