To you ..

I saw the msg you sent me but all I can say , I dunno how to reply that msg ... When you ask what happened between us ? i can only say i also dunno , maybe i am jealous that you have new friends in your new poly or maybe i really hated you attitude that you treat people ..

Do you know ? I am working back where we previous worked together ? and whenever you ex colleagues asked me " where is ah shane ? " i will like stumbled and say " orh .. i dun really know .." .. and whenever i looked around you are not longer there to pop by my desk and asked me what am i doing . Somehow whenever i sat in office i feel that something is missing now ..

It is really a pity that we used to be great buddies for studies and playing but now it seems that i no longer how to speak to you. I guess it is true about the saying that " all human changes to suit with the enviroment." .. I do not blame you actually but somehow you will sometimes pop out in my mind .. sometimes i wonder how you are doing and if you are doing well in your studies ? ..

Probably the main reason why i dun really feel like talking to you anymore is because you were no longer the Goh Kok Kiang i used to know but you are Shane Goh now and nothing can change you back because the old you has gone with time and wind .. And it is not your ~ex~ fault that i decided to stop talking to you , it is because you had totally changed into someone i dunno and she did nothing that influence my decision ..