I have done myself SUCKY!

Okay got back all the papers for mid year liaoo..
almost wan to faint and cry!I really regretted liao..
hais..i really wanna vex out all my anger&sadness..
Sorry to the ppl of ID&Event team i really got no mood
to stay back..all i wan is go home..


Actually wanted to go swim de cuz swimming is one of
the way i can relieve all my sadness out because in the
water is so quiet and peaceful..haishh too bad my side
raining like no tmr now..

Wad to do?is all done liao..i wanna work hard for my prelims
that is the only way out but for now i nid time to realise my
mistake and accept the fact..I cant believe i only pass 3 out
of 6 subjects?So disappointing lah!

Results:
Phy: 32/100(F9)
EL : 52/100(C6)
MT: 58/100(C5)
Maths : 42/100(E8)

Overall?AARONCHAN U SUCKS LAH!!Wad a disgraceful
result i had score for myself!!Feel like SLAPPING MYSELF!
AND CRIED OUT LOUD!!!!!Haishhhhh..!Today Ms Neo give us
a reflection paper and there this question,'What would motivate
you to study(Something like that)?" I stumbled and i m lost of
words to ans?? Maybe i really nid encouragement instead of suaning..


Jolin Tsai - 假裝Jia Zhuang

Song Title: 假装
呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰!!!!
假装多好我只要!!!
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰!!
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待 还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药!
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找 再也找不到
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐

Seriously i always tell people dun cheat themselves but

in the end i just wanna pretend i have not seen anything

and it is not the truth..Life is full of pretending?I'm trap
in the the trap that i had i lay..How i hope someone can
pat on my shoulder and tell me,'aaron it is fine lah just
work very very hard the next time round i believe u can!'