hais today quite emo.
things maybe doesn't seems so simple after all!
i just went to the doc at T.B.
because today got pain in heart area and is pounding fast!
suddenly felt like gg to die le.
the doc told me maybe is heart displacement or just high blood pressure or asthma gg to attack!
i was like HUH?
i dunwanna die yet.
i just live 1/5 of my life.
but he told not to be too worried.and he wans me go to the hospital for a detail checkup sooN.hais.and gave me some inhaler incase of a attack.
i hate it man!i really dun wanna die yet.i haven repay alot tings back.
hais.for a moment i thought maybe dieing early or later doesn't make alot of difference now cause i m just too hurt.anyway shen lao bin shi is a natural process.
and i thought who would remeber me if i really go lioa?
mum?dad?friends?i felt after a period of time ppl would forgot you de.haha.hais.
nvm.i just have to take it or leave it.
suddenly a paragraph came to me:
YOU SHOWER ME WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND CARE,GIVE ME A REASON TO SMILE,ADD A TOUCHOF LOVELINESS BY MAKING EVERYTHING SEEMS SO WORTHWHILE BUT NOW..
hais.thats all i have gotto say.i m really tired le.felt slpy all the times today.seems too tired le.i hope i m fine.anyway maybe i m just thinking too much!haha.hope for a better tomorrow:)