haven being updating my blog for sometime le.

today supeer fun we went to tamaris for haircut training.we learn how to dye and shampoom hair.so cool.i today help elvin wash and blow his dearest hair and he also help me!

i had so much fun so after i style my hair i took lots of photos!

aiya shuai ge is like tat de:Pwahaha..

gotto work soon le

haven been bloggnig this few weeks.

because currently busy with my job.

i dun ever have enough slp where got time to blog!

but edited a few pics.plz give your truthfully comment.

i know it is kinda sucks.haha.

gotto slp le tomorrow gotto meet dillon at 6.30am...

BEST OUTING!

munYEE&ME.early morning:0

OK.long time no blog liao!

so today gonna post more!

today i m so clusmy or should i say i m UNLUCKY nowadays.

kns man.today no enough slp then morning

rush out of the house take wrong bag then after i reach sentosa then i know that.

i was like "diao".then hurry rush back take and take cab into sentosa again.

soory man!so unlucky.

then after that hide the clues and meet the class as fast as possible.

so we head out in 3 serprate groups.

muai group is the photo above.

quite fun la.trick them.wahaha.suen and darren so good to trick.haha

in the end muai group complete the second not bad la.

well done guys!and thks to all my classmate that coperate and thk teacher for joining in.

and i must thank god for the nice weather:)

after the game we hurry back to vivo to have lunch.

we decided to have lunch at banquet.

so cool.all eat together.play together.

after that went into sentosa again.thought i was gg to being fun.

but kns elvin la keep on wanna go home!

hais manage to sun-tan ABIT.now quite dark.

so go back after that.suen and i said after we got our pay go play the luge.

is gonna be fun!something very funny happen

when munyee suen and me was climbing tree and elvin act

to climb then his pants SPLINTED!AHAHA.somemore near LJ there..

so damn hilarious.there is a huge hole there.

so after went back to vivo darren accompany him home lor.

then suen wanna arcade so go.after one round we decieded to watch moive.

gary dunwan watch so he go first.so was decieded wad to watch

finally we watch the THE SEEKER.not bad la the show.

all magic de.we sneak sushi in.we eat until like damn full.

and we also damn cold and shiver until like just came out from

fridge.haha.went home after that.so fun.i m in damn good mood.

hope all muia friends would promote:)jiayous guys.

i m very happy with the OVER'sea' trip:)

thks guys for playing and helping.hope there would be another chance.

only thing that we miss out is DILLON.if he there surely alot of fun de:)

haha.so long nver blog le.
today very happy and vry sad.
when i step into the school gate i was afraid.
but after seeing me chem paper i relax le.
luckily i pass la.only MATH.kns.haha.
today is darren,elvin,gary first day of work.
i tink they are happy and nervous.
darren look so GONG,elvin ok la.
gary is fast learner.but darren looks shy.
huahua also said that.
i tink they all enjoy la:)
i cannt tahan le i go slp le...

last nite i had the best dreAM i ever had.
i dream of you and me tgt.
so happy so fun.i was like in paradise.
we alot tings happen.
we went to a tall tall hill and watch sunrise.
you slept on muai shoulder.
i was so happy.
we kisss and hug.but never have sex hor!
but when wake up everything became impossible to happen.
but i would try hard.i still cannt forget the dream.
so lovely.so heartwarming.i felt like i was the most lucky person on earth.
i know all this cant happen de.
we are not meant to be together.
i gonna do something to numb and forget the dream.
but i really hope it would happen.deep in my soul.
i know i love you but is a love that cannt be love.
always i slip the chance too many times le.
until now i m already not qualified anymore.
please god if we can be together i m willing to do
anything i return.even if it only one day
of love.even if you wan my life i m willing to give.
all i wan is...
gotto meet someone liao.

emobro you know who i saying rite?

hais.getting weaker and weaker each day.
i m gonna go crazy.i really regret.
as this is gg on i thought of this paragraph:
WHEN YOU LOVE,DON'T GO FOR LOOKS
OR GO FOR WEALTH BECAUSE IT FADES..
GO FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN GIVE YOU
HUNDREDS REASONS TO CRY AND
A BILLON OF REASONS TO SMILE:)
quite meaningful.haha.
i kinda no breathe cuz having being crying......

hais.today math paper FAIL le.chopchop.
is ok i m used to failing liao.
wad worst tings have i not seen i m current life.
hypo ppl?trying to act nice but actually wanted to fight with you for glory.
2years friends liao.hais.dissapointed.
nvm since the war has began i WOULD FIGHT TILL THE VERY LAST.
even if i lose the war i would still be proud of myself.as i tired hard in the war.
actually there is something i always wanted to tell you.
but i dun have the courage to do so.maybe for the rest of my life it shall remain as a secret.
i have tired many ways to forget you but i always failed.
wad should do.whenever you ingore me i felt sad and petetified.
always trying to satifised your wishes and i even gave...
hais.this world is so curel.i sick of my current life.
i would try to turn back although the shore is a million kilometers away.
but maybe i shuld say i love you MORE than ever.
i should know wad to do when the day i saw you.
hais.gotto study.


JYs everyone:)jy BRO you can do it de dun always think how good is ppl and how bad you are actually everyone has their own good and weakness.so dun be dishearted.JIAYOUS.i would be there de:P

OK todae is cool.i finally manage to sit down and study for my exams.
abit too late le.cuz thursday start le.
is like i m so happy:P
alot of tings happened today!
i m also damn sad.just that i dun wanna show it and i wan learn to be strong.
like i told salbiah:
wad must or meant to be forget must be forgotten!
i m just sick of crying le.
i dun wish to say le.i...
then after studying at habourfront mac we went to vivo city to look for my lovely
slipper cum sandals.i love it altohugh it cost abit too exp:P
its really lovely lor!
goona buy soon.
i m saving money nowadaysi saved like quite alot liao.haha.so proud of myself!
hope life would be better tomorrow!

my emo nailXD..

hais today quite emo.
things maybe doesn't seems so simple after all!
i just went to the doc at T.B.
because today got pain in heart area and is pounding fast!
suddenly felt like gg to die le.
the doc told me maybe is heart displacement or just high blood pressure or asthma gg to attack!
i was like HUH?
i dunwanna die yet.
i just live 1/5 of my life.
but he told not to be too worried.and he wans me go to the hospital for a detail checkup sooN.hais.and gave me some inhaler incase of a attack.
i hate it man!i really dun wanna die yet.i haven repay alot tings back.
hais.for a moment i thought maybe dieing early or later doesn't make alot of difference now cause i m just too hurt.anyway shen lao bin shi is a natural process.
and i thought who would remeber me if i really go lioa?
mum?dad?friends?i felt after a period of time ppl would forgot you de.haha.hais.
nvm.i just have to take it or leave it.
suddenly a paragraph came to me:
YOU SHOWER ME WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND CARE,GIVE ME A REASON TO SMILE,ADD A TOUCHOF LOVELINESS BY MAKING EVERYTHING SEEMS SO WORTHWHILE BUT NOW..
hais.thats all i have gotto say.i m really tired le.felt slpy all the times today.seems too tired le.i hope i m fine.anyway maybe i m just thinking too much!haha.hope for a better tomorrow:)

Best birthday ever celebrated!

GROUP PHOTO<3

weiwen & me.staring SESSION!

SMILE guys!all same shirt.TWINS.

BESTBEST BUDDY.group photo.dillon so sweet!

leona and me.COOL!

act cute?same shirt hor!BROS!

me & dillon<3

I m here to blog again.i goonnna bee long!

ok yesterday was averie birthday so after our paper1 we when home and get change!

meet at 2at vivo.and went to sentosa.so fun.i was kinda shock cuz leona said sorry to me.

i was like.i nver blame you la.so friends liao.so happy.then when to palawan beach.so cool.decided to swim although did not bring extra clothes:P

we decied to swim to the other side of the island.which was like 300m away!

cool man.at first not really alot ppl dare to swim but after awhile all came.so cool.

i was very worried for dillon cuz he cant swim well.so muz takecare him!

after that got scolded by the lifeguard cuz he worried that we would DROWN..lol

ok la.i also kinda scare.got really thirsty so ask dillon to pei me go buy drinks.

we walk and run naked to 7-eleven.in the end the gulp there got no ice.hais.so i bought warm soda.taste kinda nice:)so went buy and share with them lor.sooo cool.around 6plus went to bath.around 7 plus reach vivo dunno wad to eat so ave suggested we go kopitiam and ta pao!

haha.is kinda cool.dillon said go mixed vegtable buy food.i say each one buy one dish then all share.cool rite?haha.then spend around $27.50 for around 7 dishes and 9 packets of rice..haha..cheap and we went to the top of vivo there and eat.we sat in a circle.haha.muai first time eat like tat.melvin,elvin and dillon was like just finish a war like tat.all grabbing.lol.i know dillon very hungry liao.then i saw leona nothing to eat.then dillon and me was snatching food for her.haha.end up she got HUGE m0untain of food.she was like HUH?how am i gg to finish?so funny.suen and ave bought wine and i drank some then kinda addicted.went home and found some then continue drinking until i was like..drunk!the most happiest thing is i actualy wore same shirt with dillon then suen wore same shirt with wujing.haha.and actually i discover leona and vanessa are very nice ppl.they are friendly and nice.hope can go out togehter with them again:)

To my bestbest buddy.WE ARE BESTBEST BUDDY NO MATTER WAD!so happy:P &happy brithday AVERIE!

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Today before meeting dillon went to buy wine again.i really addicted liao!dillon grab from me drank abit and he dieing liao...dun taste very good.then went to meet darren and play lan lor.elvin treated us pizza soo GOOD.then play and play until we saw a guy really looks like pengwu.then after a close look he is another guy.wa really looks the same!then meeting weiwen at bugis so goonaa rush ask them to pei me.all ps.hais.at least they pei me until bugis street then go:)when i reach bugis i was like searching weiwen and i finally found him with his friend smoking.hais.then went to eat at food junction.newly renovated de.so nice but TOTALLY packed!we waited around 15 mins then got sit.i was like staring at the ppl eating>.<

after eat then walk walk lor.walk until reach muai bus stop le.but i didn't go yet.we bought drinks and sat down and tok and drink.after around 10 mins then i must go liao.dun feel like leaving but no choice gtg.hais.thats all!

suddenly some thing came into my mind.did i do anything that makes me very regret of doing it.and yes i discover i did it!but things are just too late le.the person has left me le.i already got no choice to tell le.all i gotto say is i m sorry.maybe if i was there things might not turn out to be like this!hais.sorry.ty for everything you gave me.I LOVE YOU:)