hais.i m here to blog finally..tings nowadays i not turning out wad i wanting it to be.i m really getting sad sadder every moment.i m really sad of this.so this time i tink i should let ting be as as tings are suppose to be in the first place.haha.is really a one part will only.stupid me.thank god got gary be there for me today.feel much better.but i really cant take it.everyone in THIS DAMN FKING world use me like a disposable glove,when is ok it cant protect u from any dirtyness but when it broke you just throw it away.i m sry to sad is just like gary sometimes when he is alone then he cme find me then when he got company then i m TOTALLY forgotten.WTF man wad m i to all of u TRASH?sry to say that gary i tink u would understand de...i m too weak to take this ok?someimes i felt how many of you really knows how i feel,gary?although he ask but he always leak the secert out,darren?dun even knows wad is happening everyday also bo cha bo cha one!nvm la is ok i finally felt how is it like le la..i really felt it le..all this is a retribuation of i how i use to treat ppl last time..i tink tings are just too late even though i m true this time round.all ting is just too late.all i got to say is sorry everyone.like dillon use to say sry i no use de but is ok is really ok.i sick of this OK?stop it hor!today gg home tat time almost cried in front of dillon but lucky when i send him upstiars le then i went to a corner and cried..i would try no to be emo..

all this is just the starting but i hope it would sooon.all this tings are just too late
to say.sorry god dun do this to me can ma.i really gg to burst le.felt like cutiing me hand like wad suen did!WU JING YOU HEARD TAT MA