Here I am - Leona Lewis

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

My words to myself ...

I shall change for the better

It is an unusual way we meet and become together.
It is a random love but the love both share are not any random love.
I am childish, I am inmature, I am always thinking too much but
you are always there to reassure me things will be fine. & all I ever
need and want is all your love. Life ahead maybe hard and tough but
I believe we will make it there !

&
I will slowly change myself, kicking away all the bad habits I have
and I swear I will become a better lover. Although I am not perfect
but I will always try to be a perfect guy for you in every way I could
possibly do it because I had love you too much.

<3

Are you sure ?

That is what I asked myself 1days ago.
But after today, I am going to ask " Yes,I am sure and I have never been so sure in life before."

Then there was another question threw at me, " You really think long distance relationship can work?"
If it is me 2 days ago or if it is another person I will probably answered " I also dunno lei" but now
"I will answer with all my confidence, yes and we will try our very best, a clap takes 2 hands to clap and if the 2 hands did it then after the 3years that we maybe apart nothing much can stand in our way already." Distance or being separated by distance is not a bad thing, it actually made me treasure the time we have together more.

and I am serious that in my 18 years of life, I have never treasure time like how I am doing it now!

a day to rest

It is true about the saying that sad people for generally more weak and have lower in immue system. I have be very depressed these days and I am finally sick now. Down with fever,runny nose,cough and body ache. I guess it is a good time for me to rest my body and self .

MC for 2 days ...

My love for you is deep and meaningless

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

Chorus (Repeat)

~ Probably this lyric really express my feelings ~
Like what the lyric had express , "You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why? & You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad"
Previously maybe I do not know why but now I know the reason. & yes it is hurtful and extremely K.O for me. But my crying will come to a stop soon and I will start to pick up myself again. If you really care for me, don't ask me what happen because you are simply reminding me of my past again.