Wednesday, November 3, 2010




2 more days before i fly to Taipei with my friends =DD
My longed wish of travelling tgt with my cliques can finally be
fullfill !!

Today is a short short day .. 3 hours of lecture and that the END !
and guess what ? I have inline skating lesson today ! .. i always
wanted to learn how skates ...

您佔據 了我的心

Saturday, October 30, 2010







Meet baby today at orchard for dinner and shopping for my toilet
bowl toy !! we had SHARKFINS & BIRDNEST feast .. not very
exp , price is still quite reasonable and the taste is greatttt ! the
about picture is what i had , " Minced Spinach sharkfin soup " ..
Sounds new right ? no?? maybe is i too countrybumpkin bah =x

6 more days to TAIPEI trip !!!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Glad to have a friend that is the 'same' kind !
At least you understand my feelings !

Today is the day to submit my hardwork in photography but in the end i
tio rejectedwith only 1 pic and 1 pic must retake to get high marks ..


"Extraodinary on the odinary road" ~PASSED~


"extraodrinary view" ~RETAKE~
comments : composition is good but the foreground too heavy !

I really went round shooting for 4 hours la ..
& i finally know what is the phrase " in a thousands shots there
may only be one that can be accepted "

as for us ... Hot and cold .. sometimes i dunno whether am i doing
the correct thing or wrong .. how how ?? 8 more days to 6 months
of us being together .. We been thru so much it is quite a pity to
give up now but neither you nor i are making any effort to make
a turning point in our rs ..

God enlighten me !

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Life is unexpectable .. This minute you may be breathing and
sitting infront of a computer and the next minute you might
die of a heartattack ! Or next the next second someone is going
to tell you something that will shock you to death !

Today I read a new book and there was an inspiring phrase,
"Falling in love and staying in a love relationship is a different thing,
falling in love is addictive but staying in love is another story .. "
It is quite true! I remember back then when I have no stead i always
wanted one but when i have it i feel kind of tired to carrying on due
to certain issues .. But everytime i try to forgive & forget but it is
easier to say then to do it ! Seriously I do not how many tries should
I give to myself and to us ... i did alot of things to make everything work
out well but either party is always not interested .. " a clap needs 2 hands
to make it "

This time going to Taiwan I am going to really think clearly about our
relationship and whether should we continue or not ? because i told
myself i want to be happy but it is not happening to me !

I cried , i screamed, i prayed to god we will be together for good but
nothing seems to work. I really did tried.

Nothing hurts more than realizing that person meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to that person !

Saturday, October 23, 2010

very busy for the 1st week of sch ! Didn't had a chance to
meet my cliques .. i guess i will clear up many things this weekend
thus i can meet them soon !

recently i have not been feeling very well .. to be truthful to myself
i found large amount of blood in my stool, constant abdominal pain
as well as uncontrolable diarrhea .. and i don't feel very right in fact
i am scare . I checked on the net and i found that blood + pain +
diarrhea may meant that i might be suffering from colon or stomach
cancer and most of the other symptoms just fits my case .. i am really
freak out though i told myself i need not think too much ..


If one day it really happens to be some sorts of cancer or serious illness
i will not seek any medical treatment or surgery .. I will rather die away
then going thru the process of treatments which i know i will not be
able to make it thru ..

i will go with the wind ..