Meet baby today at orchard for dinner and shopping for my toilet
bowl toy !! we had SHARKFINS & BIRDNEST feast .. not very
exp , price is still quite reasonable and the taste is greatttt ! the
about picture is what i had , " Minced Spinach sharkfin soup " ..
Sounds new right ? no?? maybe is i too countrybumpkin bah =x

6 more days to TAIPEI trip !!!

Glad to have a friend that is the 'same' kind !
At least you understand my feelings !

Today is the day to submit my hardwork in photography but in the end i
tio rejectedwith only 1 pic and 1 pic must retake to get high marks ..


"Extraodinary on the odinary road" ~PASSED~


"extraodrinary view" ~RETAKE~
comments : composition is good but the foreground too heavy !

I really went round shooting for 4 hours la ..
& i finally know what is the phrase " in a thousands shots there
may only be one that can be accepted "

as for us ... Hot and cold .. sometimes i dunno whether am i doing
the correct thing or wrong .. how how ?? 8 more days to 6 months
of us being together .. We been thru so much it is quite a pity to
give up now but neither you nor i are making any effort to make
a turning point in our rs ..

God enlighten me !

Life is unexpectable .. This minute you may be breathing and
sitting infront of a computer and the next minute you might
die of a heartattack ! Or next the next second someone is going
to tell you something that will shock you to death !

Today I read a new book and there was an inspiring phrase,
"Falling in love and staying in a love relationship is a different thing,
falling in love is addictive but staying in love is another story .. "
It is quite true! I remember back then when I have no stead i always
wanted one but when i have it i feel kind of tired to carrying on due
to certain issues .. But everytime i try to forgive & forget but it is
easier to say then to do it ! Seriously I do not how many tries should
I give to myself and to us ... i did alot of things to make everything work
out well but either party is always not interested .. " a clap needs 2 hands
to make it "

This time going to Taiwan I am going to really think clearly about our
relationship and whether should we continue or not ? because i told
myself i want to be happy but it is not happening to me !

I cried , i screamed, i prayed to god we will be together for good but
nothing seems to work. I really did tried.

Nothing hurts more than realizing that person meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to that person !

very busy for the 1st week of sch ! Didn't had a chance to
meet my cliques .. i guess i will clear up many things this weekend
thus i can meet them soon !

recently i have not been feeling very well .. to be truthful to myself
i found large amount of blood in my stool, constant abdominal pain
as well as uncontrolable diarrhea .. and i don't feel very right in fact
i am scare . I checked on the net and i found that blood + pain +
diarrhea may meant that i might be suffering from colon or stomach
cancer and most of the other symptoms just fits my case .. i am really
freak out though i told myself i need not think too much ..


If one day it really happens to be some sorts of cancer or serious illness
i will not seek any medical treatment or surgery .. I will rather die away
then going thru the process of treatments which i know i will not be
able to make it thru ..

i will go with the wind ..