Try sleeping with a broken heart

suddenly i felt so emo.. maybe i am too tired !

I kept thinking for the past hour that I really missed
the life i used led years ago ..

and now i feel


this song was introduced by dillon on one fine at chinatown..

thats all for now..i am tired..really tired..
does anyone know what am i feeling now ?

i am feeling regret now..i should have treasured while
you were by my side ...

According to you, what kind of person am I ?

Praying Tai Sui Ye aka Lord Tai Sui

Went to the temple myself today to pray Tai Sui Ye aka Lord
Tai Sui as my zodiac will have conflict with Tai Sui Ye in this
Geng Yin Year ( 2010 ) thus paying my respect to Tai Sui
Ye is highly essential to have a peaceful year ahead.


You might wonder who is Lord Tai Sui?


Tai Sui is being referred to as Grand Duke Jupiter or Grand
Commander of the Year. Tai Sui is the deity taking charge of
the well-being of the Mortal World.Every year Lord Tai Sui
would conduct an apprasial of the good and bad deeds of the
people in the mortal world. Based on the 60 years cycle, there
are a total of 60 Lord Tai Sui or Grand Duke Jupiter thus it
was said that those who are born in a year of a particular
animal would have conflict with Lord Tai Sui.

Our chinese calendar are classified according to 10 “Heavenly Stems”
and 12 “Earthly Branches.” The succession of Stems and Branches
produces a sixty year calendar cycle. There are 60 Tai Sui in total
and each of them take charge of 1 year in the calendar cycle.


Predictions for Monkey

For Monkey in Geng Yin Year will be a so-called “So So Year”. This Year, due to the confliction that Monkey had with Lord Tai Sui, quite a number of things that Monkey cannot do or have to avoid in-order for the Negative Entities to have chances on making any nasty tricks.

Spiritual Beings to Avoid:

Nether World Deities or Beings (冥界神靈)


This is my first year that I took own ininitiative to wake up
and go to the temple and pray Lord Tai Sui. I am quite a mee
xing person thus I rather pray accordingly to the folks rather
than to regret when something really happen to me. I have
nothing to lose anyway except some money for praying which
is worthehile for a peaceful and smooth sailing year ahead.


There are many things contemporary science cannot explain
non validate.

So my dear friends who are the same zodiac as me kindly
go the temple and pray your respect to Lord Tai Sui before
the new year ends. You have nothing to lose anyway! Cus
we mortals cannot afford to Fan Tai Sui.

Wooh just back from my uncle's place where all my
daddy side people would gather!

Played mahjong today..at first mommy thought I was
losing but in the end i didn't lose non win..heng ah!

BUT

i lose approx 8 dollars in '21 points' also known as Blackjack?

Tmr going to my grand aunt house and skip granduncle's
house as we going to my second aunt house (daddy side)
to have round 2 of mahjong!..

Gambatte!

ANG BAO COLLECTION TIME!

Okay it is super tiring when it comes to Chinese New Year period!
My family usual plan for CNY,

1st day go Malaysia to pay respect to my late Grandmother and pay
a visit to my god grandmother and their family then come back
Singapore to Third uncle house then Forth auntie house & finally
home! Though only 3 locations but is so tiring especailly going to
Malaysia where there is LONNNGGGG quene of cars at the
customs! Finally i end up with a super pain blister on my left
leg...!

2nd day is my daddy side de turn liao! Going my youngest house
in the afternoon as all the ppl would gather there and that is when
the ang baos start to roll in =x .. and my aunties would keep asking
me to eat and eat cus they always say i too small size and skinny -.-..
and stay there until evening period as daddy and mummy would
gamble there and i just laid around..

3rd day ... as for this year locations unknown =x mostly likely is go
my uncle's house or Yi Po house (2nd grandaunt) house..haha..

Anyway surprisely many shops are open today as compared to
previous years which most of the shops would be close for
1st and 2nd day of lunar new year..

Off to one round of dota before going to bed! ^.^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY!

ADDED STUFFS

Okay it is not a nice juncture to have a birthday celebration!
BUT today is Gary's 18th birthday!! So SOONG BAOBEI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


A unglam photo of me and gary when we are in sec 2!HAHA


And

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

Gonna go slp sooN! tmr got to go Malaysia!

30 mins countdown to SOONG baobei birthday & Chinese
New year plus Valentine's Day!

What a year! Would blog more later..

FUCK IT!

Initatlly I wanted to blog today but now my feeling to
blog has vanished!

I am boiling and bubbling inside me! I cant seems to supress
it! I am wasting my time to sleep and enegry for tmr to work
to play game with LOSERS! Total losers! BS I CURSED UR
WHOLE ENTIRE DIE HORRIBLY!!@W#$%^&*()

I apologise to my friends for any bad atittude shown, I am
super hot just now...


blog tmr..