Face it!

OMG! The day of getting back the results is coming closer every moment..
To be real i am really terrified of getting the results back..I am the kind of
person whom would not want to face reality but instead I rather choose not
to know the fact and run away from it...because reality tends to be painful!..
But there would always be ppl like my dear friend,PQ, who hope that the
next moment would be the result time..cus he is sure and i can at least be
sure that he would not fail badly because his maths and science are superb!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DILLON!

Happy 17th Birthday,Dillon! Sorry that i had left early...
Hope that you have fun with the others..

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I would nver forget today..nver in my life! Just like the day where
i was force to give up my Prince Jasper..I would HATE YOU for life
and i mean it! You totally spoiled my day,mood and everything!

It is Christmas once again! And everyone should go out and party
and chiong but I guess I would meeting dillon and guys or stay at
home to spend my christmas..haha..

I received 8 presents from my colleagues today! though i did not prepare
any for them cus i did not know they would give me..soory ppl!..We also
have a wide spread of food prepared by our dept heads or should i say a
christmas lunch! Eat until super full and It was super delicious!



2009 Christmas is a Christmas which I would never forget in my life!
I am experincing economy downturn in my life NOW allllll thankkkkss tooooo!

I know what may come and what yet to come would eventually come..
Be it blessing or misfortune but if it is misfortune it is unavoidable!
Let us move forward with strong and active faith! I have my mental
preparation already! & to add on there is nothing, i repeat NOTHING
in this god damn world call FAIR because if the world is FAIR why
would there is ppl with no food and drinks but u are eating and drinking
happily? If the world is fair then why is there so many ppl who are born
in a sliver spoon without doing anything? Fair is a word to deceive yourself..
I nver believe in Fairness because i realised that there is none in this
world!Thats all to you..You have once again get us into trouble wit u!

1 more day to DILLON's 17th birthday!

I watched Avatar in 3D yesterday! Wohoo it is a hell nice movie..
and it is the type that i love, action,romance and adventure!!
i am so impressed that a 'alien'(it is bad to call her a alien! but
i find no other words) and a human can fell in love and their
love is so strong that i can feel it..throughout the 2h30mins of the
moive i really live in their world and felt the sense of love between them!
HAHA =x

Rating 4/5




I did this test and i felt that it is very true about
wad it said about me.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone   While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone	 
Death	 
Where Your life is Going	 
Commitment	 
Looked down on	 
Disappointment	 
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I may always act like i dun care on certain stuffs but i do
care of wad is ard me. & yes i am afraid to be alone, in the
past i used to have lots and lots of friends hence being a lone
has nver strike me until i have loss all the the feeling of being
a lone came. & the part of being alone for the rest of my life
is still an unknown to myself.

I am addicted to this song !!

Yes!i Did it again!

OMG guess wad?? I did it again! I recieved the letter that i received
the Good progress award!..this is my 6year getting such awards although
i nver seems to be able to get the $350 scholarship award! i also get either
merit busary or good progress but merit busary got family income restrictions
hence i am unable to get..

Have you ever wonder how they classify it?

Scholarship awards are awarded to pupils who scored top 10% in the cohort
(I think so).

Merit Busary award are awarded to pupils who scored top 15% in the cohort & total family income less than $3000.

Good progress award is awarded to pupils who scored top 20% in the cohort & had made clear progression in their studies.



This had made me unable to slp throughout the whole night! Cuz i keep wondering
why i received the award before my result is released? Does it mean that the marking
process in England has Ended and my results are already known in the MOE? And i
recieved this means i did not bad for my 'o's? i kept pondering the whole night! I start
to be like PQ liao,I REALLY HOPE NOW IS THE DAY I CAN GET BACK MY RESULTS!
~this is wad PQ tells me everyday at work =.=~


Next up is about work!
Work has been a brisk and very enriching one! In an blink of eye we(pq,et,kk) have
been working in Regional Container Lines Feeder Pte Ltd for a month already! I kinda
love this job but i hate unreasonable cilents! another 3 months to go!! JIAYOUS!


Ciao off to prepare to go with ppl for moive!Shall blog later..

Yes!i Did it again!

Got this really meaningful email today.. and this phrase actually custom made
for u.." To make money we lose our health and to restore our health we lose our
money."

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER :
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

To me being happy,sad or angry is another day to me.
Why not spend my day happily instead of sad..There is
nohing in this world that cannot be solve but is depends
on whether u wan to solve it anot. There are many phrases
of stage in our life,happy,moody,disappointed,these are
stage that cannot be avoid as a human so when something
happen just stay positive and happy because been angry
would not change anything and it is unfair for u to vent ur
unhappiness on a stranger to the matter becuase that person
knows nothing. To me i led my life in a very simple way,BE
happy & laugh everyday and do everything to my fullest
pontential.

"s" you get what i am trying to tell you?I would always be there
for you &..

AND TO YOU,
I am not angry about you today.I am just disappointed,upset &
maybe abit of jealous. WHY? simple reason, i had tried many times
to treat you as one of my best friends but whenever i do that u
always would do something that piss me off my ass. U got to be
more sensetive to your surroundings happenings cus sometimes
ur actions can simply hurt someone's feelings unintentionally or
u might have done it purposely. There is many times i tried to change
you but everytime u disappoint me but nv