sorry mel..

Just now something terrible had happened!
Mel sorry i dun mean it!Hope u are fine..

Swine Flu cant be control!

According to WOH,Swine flu cannt be contain within
US region..Their comment is 'It is only the matter or time
before it is spread to south east asia'..I wonder would it be
like SARS again??Maybe gods is really out to destroy us?

Had English oral today,quite confident of scoring good marks
as i think i speak pretty well!

Jing hope you are alright as Austraila got 4 cases of swine
flu..

I had tried very hard to let go&even to forget the days that
we used to have before u had left my life but i find that i cant forget
the days of our happiness moment..felt so sad and lost..got the
feeling of that last day..Hope u are doing fine!..

Beware the following pics is going to make u feel uneasy or
uncomfortable pls leave my blog..
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Look at this 3 poor baby..i received them days ago and i felt
so so sorry for them!I wonder wad the hell their parents had
done to them or is any accident?For me if one day i help a baby
i swear i would use my life to save it no matter wad happen!Babies
God would bless u!May u reborn a blissful enviroment.Amen.

Backstreet boys INCONSOLABLE..

不說出的溫柔..

Please understand it was painful for me to make this
decision of letting go as i think i would be hurt more
if this continue..I guess we are fated but not destined
to be together..because of u i once believed again in fate
but once again i really is not ready and not confident..
treat is a my mistake..sorry..takecare..

I'm so ADDICTED to dark chocolate!!
Do you know that chocolate has alot of benefits
to us?Chocolate contained a type of polyphenol antioxidant
and its antioxidant is 8times higher than Strawberries!
And some studies shown that it also contained Theobromine
a substance that would make u HAPPY!!and indeed i feel so
happy&HIGHHHHHH!!haha..

ZOO

We went to the ZOO today!!mmm..the weather was great
and it was so fun,it has been a long time since i been
to the zoo!..but i m very tired now..Let the pics do the
talking of the day..

Finally ARRIVED!

Wohooo yesterday after the class celebration of elvin
and my birthday i chiong homeee LIAO cuz my
phone is going to be delivered to my house!!..Guilty
cuz i nver attend the friday night class:(..&thank you
chin fung for the organizing,it is done so well and ilove
the BROWNIES!!!..mmmm delicious!& cecilia thank
you for ur present that u insisted of giving me!thanks
alot:D


Okay my phone is abit lao but i still love it..it is Nokia
E63 one version older than kor de E71?I was damn
struggling to adapt the keys as it is from A~Z like
normal com keyboard..and the functions is so
complicated and it is unlike an phone i used before!
But i still love it alot cuz i RUBY RED!!!..my favorite
is red ma:DDD

24h dec 2012?

Recently i m addicted again to the Prophecies of the
holy people of the End of World in 24th dec 2012..I still
rmb that they predict many things before and had happened
to us like huge spread of unknown diseases,SARS&birdflu Etc.
and they say the economy would become bad and it has happen
and soon they said there would be Nuclear war between Super
powers in the world and i guess i would happen soon..

Look at N.korea now,they have disobey the disarmament of
nuclear weapons many times and recently it was believe they
had an nuclear missile test and i saw yesterday paper that
they would leave the Nuclear weapon disarmament talk and
launch attacks.And Al-Qaede was believe of planning attacking
USA with Nuclear missiles..



Sometimes i really wonder wad is wrong wit all this damn
extreme nationalism muslims..

I guess is not long before we are gone..anyway leaving in this
world is nothing enjoyable either..i dun mind dying anyway..





There is tons of all this vids if u interested just see at
youtube or click the vids..

I mean if the world is going to end i dun mind i would
just miss my friends,love ones and family..I really wonder wad
is going to happen?

Are u afraid?I know elvin would
say u and ur prophecies again!

24h dec 2012?

grrr i m a PIG lah!! i slept from 4pm to 6.18am!!!
14hours lei!!!sibei pig right and i skip dinner:P

shall blog later,off to school!tata:D

Tired day!!..kana cold again!!leaking nose water..
like spoil tap sia..later still got cip thingy at Redhill
close to disturb food to the needy ppl:)..hope is fun!

Anyway i wanna Thanks all my friends who had done
something for me in some way or another:)
Thank you!Thank you! I'm really grateful and thanks
for all the wishes:DD..

SO happy today!

BACK from dinner wit elvin,jie&mel at bugis:D
actually wanted to go eat the korean restaurant
but in the end we ate at the steamboat restaurant that
is neewly opened!mmm the boss is so funny lah..
overall the food quality and atmosphere and hygiene
is good! strongly recommended!!hahaXD
Thank you,elvin,mel&jie for spending ur time having
dinner wit me and thank you for ur treat:D..

Saeng il chu ka ham mi da!

Wohhoooo AARON CHAN FU HAO u finally turned
17 years old le:D..Hope all my wishes come true in a
blink and my greatest wish for myself is to get happier
as each day pass!rawr feeling like crying le,hais how
i realy really hope wujing is with me to celebrate my
birthday as wad we did last year,seriously&truthfully
last year i really had a very happy birthday and i felt
very blissed..nevertheless later elvin&mel&jie would be
celebrating with me:D..grateful enough cuz is elvin
organise de wor..

And also guess how i started my birthday?
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it is looking for bus to go home from tampines and in the
end it begin from walking ard tampines to cab home
in the midnight=.=!Wad a birthday...


Love this korean birthday song!

Happy Birthday (Korean version).mp3 - Korean ver:D

saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
ji-gu-e-seo u-ju-e-seo
je-il sa-rang-ham-ni-da


kkot-ppo-da deo gop-kke
byeol-bo-da deo bal-kke
sa-ja-bo-da yong-gam-ha-ge
hae-pi-beo-seu-de-i tu-yu
(happy birthday to you) happy birthday to you

saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
kkot-tta-un nae-chin-gu-ya

gul-go-git-kke sa-ra-yo


saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da

ji-gu-e-seo u-ju-e-seo
je-il sa-rang-ham-ni-da


kkot-ppo-da deo gop-kke
byeol-bo-da deo bal-kke
sa-ja-bo-da yong-gam-ha-ge
hae-pi-beol-seu-de-i tu-yu
happy birthday to you

saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
saeng-il chu-ka ham-ni-da
kal-kka-teun nae-chin-gu-ya
pom-na-ge sa-se-yo
beol-ga-teun nae-chin-gu-ya
tok-sso-myeo sa-ra-yo


chu-ka hae-yo
chu-ka hae-yo

I love those neo prints that i took last year..we look
sooo cool and i wanna thanked u for planning my birthday
last year!Jing told me before she left..

Thank you GUYS:D

Thank you REGINA&GUO NING for the presents
that u gave me today!So touched lah..

Okay today most of us had a long day!We join the
supervision class and it lasted till 8pm?I first time
stay at school until so late to study..Did alot of
work and revision..Benefited alot from the programme!
Thank you teachers:D

Another thing is Peeps my phone is ~DEAD~:(
and mum decided to change my phone for me as my
present!..haha the phone really spoil at the correct timing
sia!..HAHA..but dunno wad phone to choose..& dun bother
contact me cuz the phone is dead!..when i got my new
number i would sms u guys!

Okay i'm touched plus happy plus tons of gratefulness!
This morning after math class drondris hand me a bag
of presents inside!I was so touched!She rmb my birthday
and gave me presents!..So touched!Thank you,Drondris:D
& i love the card that u made,really really like it alot!haha:D

Broken..

I knew it that i would break it one day and true
enough i broke it today..When the thing fell to the
floor my first reaction was to try to hold it and not
break it but in my heart i always wanna break it..
Although i have glued back the broken pieces but
there is a ugly scar,a scar that cannot be remove even
though the thing is glued together..

It reminisce me of my heart when u first break it
although i told myself i cant pretend nth has happened
before but there is a scar deep in my heart that cant
be glue together..U broke it in the 1st place..and this
made me hate u for life,i would nver forget the words
that u sold me off..

FREE BJ?

Haha dun misunderstood!..It is Ben&Jerry free cone day
meaning they are giving out free ice cream worth $5.90
per scoop!..i still rmb last year Wujing and i went to get
but the queue was long like DAMN LONG!!!!From Vivo
ben&jerry line up until Starbucks?AND YES I SOOOOO
SCARY!!..in the end we gave up because is not we got
no money to buy..somemore we saw ppl eating 2-3 times
somemore!Kiasu!Too bad this year jing not here wit me to
do all this stupid yet fun things anymore..

林宥嘉-你是我的眼

Ni zhi dao ma yi zhi yi lai ni duo si 你是我的眼!
This song best describe my feelings now..

Sick AGAIN!..
Fever,FLU,BACKACHE!!!..hais..
gonna miss lesson again!i really hate it lah!

Sick again..hais..buay tahan!

Happy Birthday - The Click Five

And today is BENBEN KORKOR birthday!..haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR:D Hope u had a wonderful
birthday:D..U had been a great korkor to me!

What day is today?
ELVIN"S BIRTHDAY!but i nver celebrate wit him today
cuz today also ah long birthday so the boys had a birthday
dinner..Is a regret to me..But nevertheless we would
celebrate for him tmr?..haha

Elvin had been a great friend to me these past 1year,
i still rmb the last time we not very close de cuz i always
ps him but after so many things i realise he is a great
friend also he always bo chap..Thank you,elvin for ur
everything,hope u had a HAPPY birthday:D

I just read Jie de blog and i have some feelings and somethings
to say out bah..

mmm..maybe u might think i m siding her,i dun feel it until u
mention it,i dun lie i admit i do side Veron jie at some way
because i haven heard the whole story yet and i m keen to
understand the situation,i did mention to melvin that i wanna
find time and visit ur mum&u to talk and maybe i hope to mend
the communication gaps that everyone has..although i know it is
a family issue and maybe as a outsider i should not bother but
to me..For u,ur family&ur sis to be one family takes alot of fate..
actually u mention that i'm far more better than & i'm absolutely
perfect..thank you for u impression of me but i not wad u think..

I have own problems too,just that i dun like to hang it ard but
if u are careful u can see from my expressions..Yes i might
be more mature in thinking and looking at things now and
thats because i had been through quite a bit of things in
life that changed me..Actually deep in my heart i m very
sad and angry..Do u know in school i m always bullied by the
ones who hate me for the things i did in my past?There is a
point of time that they force me until i dun feel like going to
school?U should know who and yes is dillon's gang..i know
they hate me they dun wish to see me in the class & i know
they did quite a bit of things behind my back to get rid of me..
Do you know it hurts me alot?Do u know i overcome it?
I talked it out,I talked to my friends who care,my teachers
who care..Sometimes in life u must learn to speak out so
that ppl would know de..and there is surely someone who
is willing to listen and share the burden wit u:D

For u and ur sis is that u all dun always speak up ur mind and
i know u bear wit it for a long time and i know u are innocent
in the influencing matter..Is just that sometimes things happened
ur sis might tend to think that way..i do that too..And for the
money matter i know that she is really wronged..I understand
wad u are thinking too..i sometimes also think what kind of
person is ur sis..But u must know that u and ur family is her
only kins therefore sometimes she expect u all to help her
abit but she doesn;t know she went off the limits..then when
u comes in ma,as a sis u must talk to her thats what i always
do..slowly she would realise her mistakes..

And for his bf things,i was same as u!i strongly dislike that guy
but like wad u said to me if she like and that fellow treats him
good can liao..and so maybe we dun care about that thing is
better because relationship things is very complicated de..

And the disown things is wrong liao arh,jie do u know for u and
jie to be sisters takes alot of fate?I always envy u,elvin,mel
and whoever who has siblings..i still rmb when i was fine wit
dillon that time i always go his house and i tell i was damn envy
of him and his brother relationship,at that point of time i told
myself it would be nice if i have a sibling too..& when i go
to mel i also feel zi bei dunno why..i also hope to like everyone
else who has a siblings who they can figh wit and do stuffs
as a family!Those who are close to me would know my story
too..So dun fight wit ur sis liao and dun use the word disown
because she can disown u but u are still sisters that is a fact
that it cannt be changed..must learn to take and give and take
and let go and forgive and forget of ppl's mistakes cuz no one
is prefect..

After so many things had happened in my life i realise the
phrase of when sometime happened everyone has responsibility
in part of everything..Sometimes we dun always blame others
but look at urself and see what is wrong wit u instead..blaming
others doesn't help but looking at urself and change helps!
last time i always say why ppl do this to me do that to me?
but now i would ask why must ppl do that to me?is it i didn;t
something wrong that i dun notice?Once a highman said,until
the day u realise ur mistake instead of other's mistake that
is the day u have success in ur life!Sorry for the words used..
this is not blaming u or asking u to blame urself but i wan
u to understand..i shall stop here if not there is not ending..

We would meet up soon and talk,okay?by then i can understand
u better&i hope to understand u better!and we would work
out a way for family peace:D!..dun think too much and takecares:D

Sorry for the names above mention..i just used examples to
express my views if there is any unhappiness about ur name
appearing pls let me know..i would apologise and make amends..

13more hours to ELVIN's BIRTHDAY!
3more days to BenBen kor BIRTHDAY!
9more days to MY BIRTHDAY!

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Today sibei fun lah..after school the team of us(Regina,
Lifang,Drondris,Cecilia,Xiaoqin,Brenda&Guo ning)went to
Giant,ViviCity to purchase Maggi mee for our Service Learning
project..We bought a total of $173 of maggi mee..Like nearly
100pkts,each pkt contain 5sub packets..Sibei funny lah..
we all were discussed how would the cashier and the ppl ard
us react and really i happen..we bought the noodles like there
is going to be no more food in this world..Ppl stil tot we playing
prank on the Supermarket..anyway the cashier reaction when
she saw the number of noodles she was so shocked..sibei funny!
and the ppl ard us all laugh at us..Anyway we had hard time
bringing all the noodles back to school..on the bus ppl looked
at us in a funny way too!..so funny:D..i really enjoyed hanging
out with them!..hahaXD..

Tmr got maths test and chem test and got speech day..Must

study first!..

I felt that u had done well in this situation this time!
*clap,clap*

Problems in Life!

Do you agree that life is learning to give things or
accept the things that u dun like?

There is no need to brood over it or do anything
stupid to resolve the matter..U are nver alone
in the world,there would be ppl who care about..

Someone once told me this,In your whole life u would
see these 2 kinds of friends,One is friends who like u
accompany of having fun,play,joke ard and wanna
gain advantage of you,These are known as 'Hi,Bye'
friends..the other is Friends that would be there to
aid u when u nid help,comfort when u nid help,be
there for u all the time,support u and believe u
that whatever u do has ur very good reasons behind
it..Learn to feel and not glimpse thru..Feel it..
Only when something happen then u can see who is
really ur good friends that would be there for you!

& surely there would be some ppl would have nth better
to do and go round backstabbing ur relationship with
ppl that u had built up..Just live up to ur own reputation..
These ppl are usually bo liao or they are jealous that
u have such good friends..Like me,I always got bullied
in class like calling me names but i nver take it to heart
as i know that i m not is good enough i dun have
to bother wad ppl have to say..Trusting urself and
believing in urself is essantital!'Qin Zhe ZI Qin'

Cafe Cartel!!

Yesterday
Meet elvin for Dinner at Cafe Cartel,Plaza Singapura..
While waiting for him I saw Li Laoshi,oh shock~.~..
We ordered St.Louis Pork Ribs,Mushroom soup and
cheesecake:P..I was so craving for the Ribs but the food
was COLD!..compare to Sizzilers it like-.-..elvin was shocked
when he saw the size of the Ribs at first he still yaya can
complete the meal but in the end he was like'I'M DYING
LIAO'!..haha..so funny!after tat we stroll to Paradize to
play arcade then jiu home:D..

Anyway i got another shock of my life..Yesterday while i
was walking over to PS i walked past a quiet underpass
and i saw BARGALA hugging and heavy petting..i
was shocked!&guess what they distrub me and chase
me!!!CB LAH i run like fuck..I wonder wad this ppl are
here for,WORK OR GAY?Recently i also saw newpaper
articles of Foreginer indian worker rape or rob our local
ppl..The rape one was worst la!he go rape a 7year old
boy..i really pity that boy,i think he will have all the
hate and have fear or certain things for life..

The above post have no offences towards any races in
singapore..those are personal views or facts about the
foregin workers in singapore...

DXO!

Just Reached home..HEADACHE ARGG!!
Yesterday went to meet my old Colleagues from Cold Storage..
&my manager too!He treat us eat Sizzlers..Woahh..so exp de arh!
My St.Louis SpareRibs is $33.60 and there is a buffet salad,pasta&
Soft Serve ice cream!!..quite worth lah!..Next time must bring
elvin go eat..

Then after that they was thinking where to go at first wanna
watch movie but late liao suddenly someone say wanna go
drink and club!..haha..So we went to DXO at esplanade there..

Pin tong was like 1st time there and only we 2 are 16 years old!..
haha..We smuggle in de!..lucky they know the ppl there!..Super
high lah cuz is SATURDAY night & it was damn crowded lah..
The music made us soooo high lah!Danced like crazy&drank
like no tmr..Know some new friends from the pub..they even
invite the whole group of us over to their table and they treat
all of us lah..We chat and play games like 10,15..I think lose
quite alot so got punish to drink until i buay tahan..then got
ppl help me lah..haha..heng..I think those guys a some rich
fellows lah..Then drink until 1plus bah,think so cuz i was super
super drunk lah..nver been so drunk before..kept laughing..
then one of them volunteer to send me home,OMG he is 20
years old and he drives a Prosche Sports Car lah...I have
nver sit a Prosche Sports car before..I think there is
other things that happened ba but either i dun rmb liao or
is secert...I think i drank a total of 4Singapore Sling,2Margarita
Lime 1 Margarita Mango,2 Sex on the beach(Werid name but nice
drink)&beers!

Anyway i got Visually Molested!..While i was peeing at a toilet there
is this uncle we was PCC-ing there and he was looking at my
dick while PCC!..DAMN HIM LAH..and he MOAN LAH!!.CB
damn DISGUSTED!Feel like giving him a slap..Somemore is
at Esplanade!PEVERT!OLD GAY!CB!GO RAPE UR FATHER LAH!

OMG super headache now..
should not have drank so much!
But i had lots of fun lah! Right GUYS?HAHA

林宥嘉,我爱的人