Wujing finally reply my email!(Tears rolling)..
i so glad she is doing fine and glad she reply me!
i really miss her alot because i had always treated her as my younger
sister..there is so much to say but i dunno where to start?
She also deleted her blog..hais but i would nver unlinked her!
And i love her blog song i visit her blog everyday to check whether
she post anything and listen to the song,I'll remember you!everytime
i listen my memories rolled and my tears rolled..

dunwan blog liao..no mood

Happy Chinese new year Friends:D
Yesterday after reunion dinner i meet mel to buy some clothes..
we meet at bugis..and by the time we reach all the shops are almost
closed-..-..It was as if the whole ppl has dissappeared,quite scary!
After the we bought clothes we played lan and Chinatown for Countdown..
Crowded is all i can say!..We cabbed home as the buses has ended..

Today went Malaysia first thing in the morning..oh man it was quite
crowded..sian!..Went to pray respect to my dead grandparents and god
grand parents then head to my cousin house and pray my respect to the
elders and of cuz ANG BAO..Oh man i hate and love this time of the year
hate because i had to act very guai and respectful and greet everyone
correctly love because is ANG BAO TIME:D..haha..Came home ard
8plus then mum cook dinner and we had dinner tgt and daddy has went
to australia for some work and visit the relatives there..hais..kinda missed
him!..Got a hearful scolding from mummy today as i did a few things wrong..
haha..gonna slp now le tmr got round 2!!

FINALLY done!Okay added some new nice songs that i fell in love..
Listen all if u are free..haha..

Have u ever thought that there is past live?Do u ever have image appearing
in your mind but u dunno where is it and u nver been there before?Or
something example movements seems to be familiar?Or a person that
keep appearing in ur mind but u dunno is who?Maybe those are ur memories
from ur past live that u had not forgetten..For me i have lots of funny
things appearing in my mind before and i alwaYS thought is i watch too much
tv liao..haha..maybe is true or maybe is really my past live memories but
somehow is very vividly that i rmb..

Here are some videos from Goong cum song that i love so much,

Just give me a little try,Goong(Track 4)

You don’t know me yet.
You only know so little.
I don’t know that much, I just want to stay by your side, holding your hand.

The face reflected in your eyes is expressing it’s feelings.
It’s not too late (just give me a little try)

high high we’ve just gotta try like this
I don’t need another path to travel
your kiss that I’ve wanted for so long
is the beginning of my love.

There’s no way that you don’t know you’re the
person always spinning in my heart.
Don’t go too far, just wait a moment so I can approach you.

Why does everything always come so suddenly like fate?
(Just give me a little try)

high high waiting takes so long
and I know that I’m you’re only one
I close my eyes and kiss
give me a little try
just give me a little try
every turn with me

Take my hand so that we can be together forever, now that you’ve come to my side.

high high we’ve just gotta try like this
and I don’t need another path to travel
your kiss that I’ve wanted for so long
is the beginning of my love.

The answers laid on urself..Believe it or not it is the truth
of nature..

LOST again-.-..Actually we wanted to go yishun to find
mel's friend joey but in the end we went to tampines to collect mel fish
and meet qiqi and veron jiejie but in the end they not free..

Okay it was like this i heard mel said is blk 359 so we went to look for
359 for 1/2hour in the end it was wrong-.-..it was actually 459-..-..sian
in the end we took a cab there..at first we still wanna go other places to
walk walk de but in the end no time liao so we ate a very delicious fried
rice near qiqi house and we went home..And on the train we talked about
yesterday incident..

Yesterday i didn't go for school as when i woke up i had a bad sore throat
which i know it is bleeding and i was feverish so i nver go and pop a
pandanol and slp until night time..Then meet up wit mel and qiqi as i
had felt better..so we eat and shopped until qiqi went home and mel and
i didn't not to go home again..and this time i brought vodka along..hehe..
so as usual we chat and walked clarke quay to sg river and eat at makansutra
place..mmm the mee soto there is super nice!..haha.then went over to singapore
flyer..it was quite haunted as there was no one liao..we slacked awhile and
went to buy some drinks and add vodka..i added alot and i drank some
while eating liao..so i was kinda drunk liao!..haha..and today mel was telling me
tat i mumble funny things yesterday when i was drunk but i remember i nver
lei..haha maybe i was really drunk liao..Today we drank again..and now i m
still drinking!.. i find that drinking can let me forget all the unhappiness that
i felt..

Had weird dream yesterday..I dreamt of going into this old old
temple and there was no one in it suddenly i heard an old man
telling me,'Whats goes around comes about'(in mandarin)..'young
man it is karma that is going on,wad is gain and wad is lose happens
on everyone..wad u loss or gain today is the karma of wad u did
earlier'theres is more that he said but i dun rmb as i only rmb this
few and the last words is'learn to accept wad is fated,those who
had harm you would revel their true form,dun worry look for me
if u have trouble'..oooohhh it really makes my hair stands!..so scary..
And that place seems so familiar to me,it was as if i had been there
before?..

I kept thinking today that who had tried to harm me before?How
would they reveal their true form?How does he knows all my
pain and troubles that i m going thru?I start to believe in karma
now and i tell myself that i m going to be a better person..

Might not be going to school tmr for a certain reasons that i felt..
Sorry Ms goh and management team.

Are you the one?Remember wad goes around comes about!
True form shall be reveal as paper is not able to cover the
fire forever..

Sometimes i really think like how Biguug Mama always used to think?

how can i make it for u to understand better?

Sometimes i hope i can be YuL Dae Goon or Jeonha mama..

Why has it got to be this way?If i m to be punished this way then..
Now is not i m used to the situation but is the situation that had
got used to me.Can u guess wad am i talking about OR deduct any
ideas from it..

There is somthings cant be forced,it is not love but fate!
if u wanna force a fate that dun belong to u you would be
punished!(Quoted from Goong)

Do you know wad am i feeling all these while?U haven even realise since the start..felt that this song is best described for my feelings now..and after so long i finally know the lyric of this song n the meaning of it!But nvm i m going to hate u but i dunno how am i going to do it..if i dun do it i m going to more hurt and my weakness point is my EMOTIONAL part...We shall drift more apart as we are already..i would be less online on msn and do and see anything tat gonna do wit u..hais..Why must i be crying always when this feelings hit me?and i think we shall not meet anymore from today onwards!Anyway thanks ChinHao&Nic for talkng on msn and phone while i was depressed just now:) U had hurt me just like the others did!And is you YOU YOU.

Oh MAN i m so addicted to the korean romance drama,Goong!
seeing them love and hate each other really makes feel so envy
that they can have a love that not everyone in this world could have..
How i wish i live in a palace..and all the things that happened in Goong..
Would i ever find u?Would u know my feelings?Are we destined?

Yesterday when out wit Xiaowei&Lifang to the Ikea,Queenstown to
do some D&T related research and inspiration but in the end got some
lah but i m wondering how to make it perfect?haha..nvm about that!
then we head over to ABC market to eat as Lifang is complaining that
she is hungry!..haha..ate the lor mee that u once loved to eat!..haha..
we talk and talk until 4plus then xiaowei has to go library and study
and lifang home and i went to mel's house to wait while to meet qiqi:)
Meet at chinatown for dinner!CROWDED!..haha..and mel kana something
thats falls for the ceiling and he his cheek that kana got rashes!..eee dunno
simi lai de!..haha..mel ur retribuation for..hehe you know i know:P..had
dinner and home as daddy is hurrying me home..sian..

Did nothing much today,Wanted to go library but i didn't as i got a after effect
of drinking too much yesterday..i drank 36shots!..hehe..was in super duper
bad mood and emo so i kept drinking until i vomit and talk rubbish then today
headache like shit!..Wanted to cut hair but nver go..so i chiong Goong the whole
day!hehe..really love it!

And there was a recently report that eating too much chicken could cuz men to
be more feminine as the hormones of the chicken enter the huuman body..means
eat alot chicken might have the chance of being 'aqua'..either u have some funny
behaviour or u might have breast bigger than the girls and this i have heard from
Veron before..she had a friend is Australia that loves eating chicken then later
he got 'D'Cupped breast and had to be remove by operation..Oh man after reading
it really scares me!i think i should eat lesser Chicken Rice and KFC!..just in case..
i dunwan to have a 'D' Cupped Breast!

Okay life has been a hassle to me...In school our class always
kana the rotten eggs or should i say we are labeled as the worst
class?Can u believe it that the Principal had came to our class the
3rd time this week..

Okay nothing much about that..the past few days i had been watching
some clips about singapore people's behavior as in teens like us,20s to 40,
some aunties behaving in the public and some uncles and some rich ppl?
Some clips like teens kissing so engross in the bus until they are video and
they dunnO?and the father and son scold vulgarities in the public like drinking
water?So funny ppl we acting humiliating in public places like MRT?Inconsiderate
and Unsociable aunties in bus eg.Peeling the PRAWNS AND SEAFOOD they
just bought from the market and throwing all the shells on the bus?AND so
suay i rmb once i took a bus which smell so bad like rotten seafood!..And some
crazy aunties and uncles scolding each other in Public place?&Uncles and aunties
VS PPL ard our age?HAHA..

Actually i was doing my D&T project and i came arcoss this thing call BEhaviour
which Elvin had mention to me earliar on and i saw all those....Cant believe
we live in such a society..If u are interested in the various Videos do tell me on MSN!
And to add on got one person i saw in th videos which is like elvin talks to me when
he got pek chay..Seriously i saw that i kept laughing like siao eh!haha

And and and the below video is the one i buay tahan de,if that teacher was mine
i confirm let he die infront of me!Take a look!

How was life for u?Still rmb the days and the promise?

Woah so long nver blog le and so many things had happen..
For the last few days i was really badly sick probably one of the
most sick times i ever had!..but it was the past liao and i had
seen so many caring classmates wit me..Thanks alot:D

Yesterday
After a long break it was finally time for me to return back to school
and i was still feeling unwell but i sure i would be fine so i went to school..
Oh man the lesson are long!3period per lesson-.-..but still make it thru and
after school went lunch wit Regina,Deng yi,Diondris,Jessica,Lifang,Ceceliaa and
gou ning..and something very stupid happen to me-.-..shall not say much..
went back late and the bus was going to leave for Singapore Poly liao!..so we
RUN!..haha..so funny..

When we reached SP we are LOST-.-..damn stupid lah.then walk here walk there
then manage to reach the open house area..Oh man it was CROWDED!..so many
ppl..So we went ard looking for the varous courses that we are interested in and
i manage to decide wad course i m taking and i m going to work very hard towards
it..Like wad ppl always 'If u have a goal,You would definetly succeed if u work hard'
YEAH!..haha..so squeezy!Saw some performance,BreakDance and BeatBox..OMG
they do it sooooooooo well..haha..Got many many many booklets and Goodie bag!
We ever took a shuttle bus and tour ard the Campus and visit some their study areas..

When we are about to go home one of our teachers suggested the we should head down
to Ngee Ann Poly which is not far..and we took Bus 74 to there..Ohhh there was more
happening lah compare to SP..and they are really warm welcoming..they directed us
the moment we seems lost..Saw the courses there and i realise that their's are more
attractful..Took popcorn and Candyfloss..Look so stupid..haha..took many many pics!..
And we toured ard the campus and got goodie bag too..so many things to take..
after the long walk they gave us a Mini cup cake and we found a high class corner in
the school and enjoy it..After the whole day of visiting i feel that i would aim for NP
because they provide Oversea Intership and buses from my house goes there and it
would be more convient for me?and the school factlies and enviroment is much more
better!..

After so many things had happen i learn to see things better and learn to take things
the way i should..dun worry i understand u:D..i would blame u de!BESTFRIENDS:D

MUHAHA!i m sooooo TIRED after all the party and BBQ at chalet..
First day of the chalet was the WORST as mel and i had to carry all the
bloody stuff to the chalet alone!-.-..so HEAVY lah!I got a total of 7 big
bags!After we had check in and put down our stuffs we went to NTUC to
shop for the left out items while waiting for qiqi and veron(qiqi's sis) to come..
bought all kinds of vegetarian food as veron is a vegetarian eater..then
qiqi they came wit a Swensen's Cookies and Cream Ice Cream Cake!..haha..
Melvin is so lucky this year as qiqi sis just came back for holiday from Adelaide,Australia
..And thanks to veron we have all kinds of fun,laugther and Special bbq food which
we dun eat it really common here..After all the BBQ i fell in love wit the BBQ hotdog!
OMG is so delicious lah although is made of soy protein!..We had a great chat wit
Veron as she is very sociable and nice to talk to..Got so much leftovers that day..then
got many other ppl came but too bad ben didn't come on the first day as he has
something on last min..And the day has not ended there is many more things that had
happen..shall not say much!..

Second day,We woke up at ard 11plus and wash up and went to tampines mall to cut
our hair as school is opening tmr-.-..sian!..and on the way we bump into qiqi and her
sis..ohhhh the world is so small..we actually wanted to meet after we had cut our hair
but who knows?this is fate:D!While cutting hair at STORM,Korkor came to find me:D
haha..so long nver see him le is like 10weeks and 3 days since we last met!.after all the
stuffs we went back to chalet and one of korkor's friend was joining us..the more the
merrier!We went Bowling after that,MEL was the winner first then korkor but in the
end i won the second round!haha...was so fun and we catch dinner at STREETS after
that!WOAH was sooso hungry!After dinner we went to NTUC and bought a little more
stuffs for the countdown BBQ party!..haha..Had a great time DRINKING and laughing..
The rest shall not be said as i m sibei sibei sleepy liao!

Anyway Kor thanks for Coming to our chalet and stayed overnight:D..And thank god
there is Veron to help me all the way thru this chalet if i MATI le-.-..Somehow i miss
jing helping me:(..And wit Veron ard we had lots of stories and laughther and DRINKS
to DRINK until you are HIGH!..haha..

LIWUJING i would try my best to save as much money as possible and visit u after my
'o' levels!See ya by then:D