Tuesday, September 30, 2008




Yeah jay chou finally launch his lastest album,Capricorn !
The songs are great lo:)I changed my blog song to the whole
of his new songs:D
Mmm...shall blog abit today..
yesterday was a lucky and bad day for me?
Lucky was the science papers is kinda novice level but
i hope can pass lah..haha..bad is the math is kns de lor,
to me is 50~50 loh..hais...

Anyway yesterday after chem paper then we physic
are release for like 3hours break?then while waiting for
our bio friends to finish mel&i went to slack around,first
we sat down in a garden-like shelter then got chased out
by a huge bee-.-...then in the end we went to mel house to
wait and i saw all mel cutest photo..hahaXD..is really cute
when he was a CHILD:D...

Twirls and swirls but is all this wad we are aiming for?
Have u even thought of it?Wad is hate&Wad is love?

Sunday, September 28, 2008

YEAH..F.ALONSO WON HIS 3rd consecutive Grandpix
championship...Oh man he is really a good driver!Consistent
and speedy..Ferrari is quite kelian this year!One accident while
changing tyres and the other is in the 5th round accdient by
another Ferrari rep!..

Few more hours to 'n' lvls science and maths p1 exam.GUys jaiyous!
i gonna catch some slp soon!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Just changed blog song,

我不想忘记你

★selilin制作

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

Guys i really dunwan wanna forget u guys,not a single one!!
Wad about u you?I'm afraid i cant make it for my 'n' le..
Just changed blog song,

我不想忘记你

★selilin制作

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

Guys i really dunwan wanna forget u guys,not a single one!!
I'm afraid i cant make it for my 'n' le..
Just changed blog song,

我不想忘记你

★selilin制作

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
Woahhh finally watch my nartuo shipudden 76~77 le!
i m like waiting for 2 weeks liao!Okay,lets start wit morning
woke up ard 10plus then watch naruto then head towards
elvin house to study and i bought chicken rice for our lunch
after that he played some games i studied abit and we check
out some manga and coms things and ard 2.40 we head towards
kallang to collect elvin's new specs:)

Arggg the weather is like damn hot loh,at kallang,et&i was like
why the weather soooooo hooootttt arh!.anyway after collecting
we head towards to kallang lerisue park and guess wad i drag
elvin and walk there!..haha..he was like so unwilling lah.

Walked back the same paths that we used to walked together,
saw the place where we spent our happy&unforgetable memories
,suddenly felt sour&upset at that moment but i keep telling myself
that i cant rmb the past and i got to move on if not i would nver
catch up wit the others..

Anyway we was kinda lose at first but in the end we would the way
but too hot to continue walking so we took a bus there..i was dam
thristy,then mel came then we went to arcade and wait for qiqi jiejie
as usual loh,drum drum throw thorw-.-..mel broke his first record-.-
wanted to go ice skating de but but but sooo soooo many ppl there and
we dunno how to play so elvn promise me next time:D..I also got lots
of activities planned ahead of us after we start working!Prawning fishing,
real life counter strike(paint ball gun-.-),visits to farms n many many
more!

I had a fun&tiring day today-.-..gonna slp as soon as my hair drys,tmr
visitng the library for intensive study!

And i realised a secert or should i say a problem in the history topics?
wanna know?
As time runs through me,i start to think whether all this
was the correct route?I always thought i had the answers
to all questions but now i think is not so true..things dun go the
way i planned and wished for..all the best in life:)

Friday, September 26, 2008

Mmm..this morning it rain like no tmr,actaully
wanna meet qiqi jiejie to take calculator de but it rain
too heavy!..

Woke up at 0800am and bath,prepared breakfast and
went out..reached library at 0920 and start revision
and went for lunch and come back and study until like 2
something then went to play lan and wait qiqi to end school..

After that mel and qiqi came we went to ps as they wanted to
eat,at first we wanted to eat thai food but in the end we went
to hong kong cafe to eat:D..had lorts of fun eating the dessert
haha:)..say you also dunno de,mel&qiqi know can le..haha:)
then went to comic connection and walk walk and shop the
whole ps,i had lots of fun,then qiqi eyes dam red lo then we
went to city hall,damn packed lo..we went there to buy qiqi
contact lens and we saw this wonderful dessert shop at city
link,qiqi and i bought one each,i tell u is delicious loh,jiejie
de tiramisu is heavanly!!!must eat once every week after
i work!

I feeling damn sick now,cold plus fever!shan't blog anymore
anyway also no ppl see de!Post pics tmr:D

Guys i love u the most now!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008








Mmm..went out to meet qiqi jiejie and melmel:)
we meet at bugis first then eat lunch wit jiejie then
after mel came we went over to library to study
but less then an hour the security came over say cant
study there..lols..then we leave an went over for high
tea,haha,i eat chocolate mint cake,peach tart and ice
lemon tea:D..mmm the cake is so nice lo,cooling de!

mmm..kinda tired le dun wan blog le damn slpy.intes:D

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Okay finally done wit my blog but is kinda shit now-.-
For those words that cant be read pls highlight them
so that it enables you to read better:)I'm kinda sick
editing it,i would do it tmr.
Thought that it was a waste trip to school today but
it turn out to be a fun fun day!

Graduation ceremony was kinda dis-orgainsed?..anyway
it doesnt matter to me cuz...suan le..after school we went opp
to eat and trained to bugis to wait et to finish lan-.-..we slacked
at the donut shop there,studied awhile and i fell aslp!..damn tired
lahs!..

We meet et at kallang as he is making his new specs..he took a long
long time to decide but if it was me i think it would be worst loh-.-..
after we bought we found our way to kallang lerisure park..it was
quite deserted as it is located at a quite remote place!..Had some
snacks and move on walking and saw the ice skating,we wanted to
play but jing wanna save abit then et not enough cash,mel scare the
cold so we decided next time bring jacket then go:D..and the kbox
there was so cool,new&big!.we also decided to go to that kbox if we
wanna sing:)..Guess where we went next?..BALL-ing..lols it was
mispronouced by jing,is actually bowling:)..we all played one game
and guess who won????...
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ME:D..haha..according to them i m tyco de:(..but i was kinda lucky too
cuz i strike 3continuonsly..aiya it doesnt matter as long as we had fun!
lets go somewhere to bowl again next time:D

Jing did also of funny actions that made me laugh like shit today,haha,
she is really my kaixinguo!..always make my day a happy&cheerful one!

Kinda love kallang alot cuz it somehows have left a deep impression of my
past there.I would nver forget the days there!however past should always
be the pastmi should not look back as i got a wonderful future ahead wit my
best friends!

Post pics tmr ba:D

Monday, September 22, 2008

Woke up at 8am today and was preparing to go to
shenton way for job interview,as usual elvin was late again..
when we reach melvin call me and he drop at city hall instead
of raffles place-.-..at the interview was 10mins away..lucky we
reached in time:)

We would start working lastest by 15oct,time would be office hours,
5days a week and the pay is $6 per hour,as i calculated is
about $1080 w/o overtime.Oh man i m damn excited&worried
as i nver worked in the office before.Should i get some formal
wear?

And i would be booking a chalet as mel had requested me to
help him so i choose the date of 29,30&31 hopefully we can
apply off day for that period.Hope that he would have a happy
and memorable birthday n we all can had fun as no one has
open a chalet for him before!.

Thanks alot for the help:D

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Here to blog again:)..
Today i dulan&unlucky?while i was on the mrt this afternoon
then got all of foreign indian workers at outram then when the
train come all the foreign ahbonana chiong to enter the train and
i mean ALL!.the damn train was damn packed liao so just get a place
to stand but they keep moving their standing place here and there
and worse of all got one foreign 'ah boo nana' asshole,while he was moving
he use his elbow and hit my head,i was like..no sorry arh?then i turn ard
this ahbonana armpit was there!-.-..I immediately shout out CHEEBYE LA
then out of the suddenly all was looking at me...but i was damn dulan and
later more indian keep knocking mE!..finally when i was 3 stops away from
my destination then got one woman who was carrying and infant then was
looking for a seat on the shaky ride but the damn foreign ah boo nana chiong
to snatch the seats and EVERYONE was pretending they nver see the woman
carrying an infant!..I WAS SIBEI PEYCHEY LIAO...feel going over to teach them
that the seat they are sitting on PRIORITY SEAT,that is for needy ppl!& now wad
the whole of singapore in fill with foreign workers and the govt wanna township
them?LOLs..Damn suay today!serious i dun mind singaporean indians but foreign
worker indians i mind!

Looking at you makes my blood boil till its max!SERIOUS!..anyway it doesn't
matter to me anymore cause at least i see through u now and i realise there
is nth to be sad about just that i would forget u from now on..I had enough le..
Look at urself?Wad did i tell and talk to u before?DID you rmb it?U R SUCH
AN ASS.speechless towards u.(FYI i m not talking about u but if you think that is you
then is you le.)

I walked pass a funeral that was going it way to cremation,i saw all the relative
&grandchildren crying like there is no tmr,it always remind me of my late grandmum
that has left me for 6years?i rmb that day of cremation i cried until i faint&it was
really the first time i cried until i faint..it is a pain cut to me..to me i feel like my
grandmum is with me all the while and it felt like i just talked to her yesterday..
She always used to tell me,'ah hao ah u must study hard next time when grow
up must give mummy daddy a good life cuz they loved u alot',but i alwasy think
when was i gonig to grow up?But i would reply popo(grandmum) u would also
live wit me when i grow up and i would earn alot alot of money and we all can
stay together then u must cook my favourtie food everyday!But she always tell me
that she might not live till that day to enjoy that kind of happiness..& before she pass
away she left a number of sum of money for me and remind my mum no matter wad
i must complete my studies!..But Look at me?I m totally speechless of myself currently!

I'm sorry.

Best Friends 4EVER!

Crapper!

Clumsy mel-.-..


delicious dinner!

at henderson waves!



Preparing to go out!

me&qiqi jiejie

got secertly by et yesterday!





Okay it has been ages still i blog!..was rather tired of blogging..
All these days i got 4person always pei me and nevertheless
is elvin&mel!..thanks guys:)

Yesterday we went to meet dajie,haha,i miss her alot lor!&when
i saw her i was like'u getting slimmer man'..haha..she really looks
very pretty.We meet at cine and guess where we go?As usual xin wang
hong kong cafe:D,we went there and eat and slack..talked quite a number
of things and melvin ordered this big big shaved ice,jie&i say he cant finish
but he insist he can in the end he was freezing in the cafe-.-..somemore
he was wearing long sleeves shirt!..After that we walk ard orchard until
like 5 plus then went back to cine as dajie wanan meet he bf.Anyway jie
your bf is really nice:)!.

We then went to funan to buy mic as we are playing a new game the is singing
k online and its really fun,can pratice and at the same time can get advice from
ppl!..We know this game at the singapore game fair..then we lan and went home
to chiong the game!..as usual we sang till the nights fall to dawn!..haha..

That day mel,qiqi jiejie&i we went to asian teahouse to have finner and i must
say the food there is delicious espcially the roast duck!..haha..we ate just like
a family lo,so heartwarming lo.Hope next time can eat wit elvin&jing then it
would be really like a family le!..haha..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BUDDY!
pics and content would be blog later or tmr:)

Friday, September 12, 2008

Haven been blogging for days le..
been sick for 3days and i nver attend my 'o'lvls maths
prelims today..cuz i was having high fever around 5.30
and lucky i got inform ms neo..sorry deng yi i cant make it
to pass you ur notes..

Meet elvin ard 1215 for lunch and collect his hp at orchard
& mel came to meet us at ard 1?Eat shop and collect phone then
go to paradise to LAN!..haha..love one of the lan there the sound
sys is good!..qiqi came to meet us too:)..we play until like 7plus?
then went over to ps for dinner together,is like my first proper
meal ever since i recover!

Backstabbing preharps is the best thing you can ever do to ppl?
incident that happen once it would happen twice and thrice dun you think so?
not bad arh can interview be actress/actor..liao..
the last incident that you did probably is the best evidence for ur doings..
this world is really hilarious?FYI i m not talking about u!
anyway is also not happening to me why should i care?

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Yesterday was a fun fun day but also tiring:)
Shall not say much of yesterday..Ave the lens
on your eyes is really nice sia..haha..pretty nuer!

Today,i just tried my lens as i broke my lens bottle
yesterday so got no choice..Guess how much i used
to put?...2mins nia!haha..last time can use an hour
just to put the lens on..but after i put the lens on i
feel abit uncomfortable as i keep feeling the lens but
after while is fine but i still remove it and i took me
30 secs to remove them!..haha..maybe my eyes long
time no wear le,abit not used to it ba!..shall practice
everyday until like nuer:D

Going off soon to a place then meet et after school to
repair phone:)see ya!

Monday, September 8, 2008

Jing,elvin&mel just left..
hope they had a good dinner&had some fun:D
I cooked sweet&sour pork,stir fry cucumber,cereal prawn
& ABC soup:DD& i bought durian for my friends too:)haha..

Even if anything happened to you i swear i would always there
for you de!haha..you must guai guai arh!

Friends have a good night rest and see ya tmr at school:)

Can you see something infront of mel?

empty&quiet street of bugis!

glimpse of hope.

Our curry fish head!BIG!

Came home ard 7plus,bath and slept till like 4?
Mel&i didn't have breakfast as we are too tired to eat-.-
so i wanted to pei him so we took 851 to interchange..slp
on the way but i was having a hard time slping as the
bus vibration is too huge..anyway i had a great time
playing lan through the night cuz it has been since i
return home at that time.Anyway mel de dota skills has
improve le,yesterday we play 8rounds and we won 5rounds.
i was hoping i win one round i jiu happy liao but we won
5..haha..mel jiayou arh!

After i woke up i receive a call from et,first thing he say to
me is,wan dota?haha..so we played one match before we
meet up for dinner at 148 BUT the 148 bo open so i ask
et pei me go vivo to do some grocery as jing,et&mel would
be coming over for dinner?haha..hope is ebile..cooking 3dish
1soup and et is supecting my culinary skills ,i can confirm is
better than the last time cooking..Friends come over ard 6pm
hor cuz mel ask me am or pm just now=.="
Off to bed,tmr still must teach someone humanties for the exam..


Waves usually come after another and if life problems
come after another like no ending..i guess this is an inevitable process!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Wohoo currently wit mel at lan shop,we going
to thong till morning 6am?i dunno whether i can
make it ma..haha..after lan we going to eat mac:DD
it has been a long time since i start out the night!

Today went out wit crapper&bestfriends actually wanted
to watch boys over flower but in the end all full?sian..
mel gf also came:).so in the end we went to play lan at
paradiz..had a great time battlefielding,haha,mel&i was
really giddy and feel like vomiting cuz of the effects of the
game..Went to arcade again,wasn't so high like the day before!
We challagne drvining and as usual et 1st,me 2nd&mel 3rd..

Then we went for dinner then ave came along too:)
actually wanted to have steamboat de but in the end
ave just peirce so cant eat so we skip lo:)next time then eat
ba:)after that we walk walk and everyone went home liao..

I plan that during moon cake festival then go eat steamboat
ba:).mel agreed le:D..

Currently having a headache sia=.-



Yesterday went to a primary school friend for
lunch then after that i go to city hall find kor to
the ave&my contact lens:DD..i like my blue lens
but i think ave the grey or wadever colour is abit
fade but i think i would look nice on her:)

Then yuan msg ask me where am i then he and his
di at queensway then ask me go over so i went over
to find and partly i wanted to buy a slipper too..
Yuan you look so so so different n0w!i like the old
yuan better.

After so much of things that i have gone through i realise
something really important and is when somethings go wrong
dun put the blame on ppl first but look at myself and ask myself
where have i done wrong that ppl is reacting this way cuz putting
the blame on ppl doesn't help but reflecting on myself and if i change
i twould make things better.

Another thing is forgiving ppl is wad i learn,when i always hold on to
the prejudice that i have and not forgiving ppl the person who
is suffering is not the other ppl but i me if i dun forgive ppl i have
sleepless nites,i cant enjoy myself&i cant concentrate in anything
but the other ppl life would still be the same as normal and why so
stupid and make myself suffer all this things?So i learn that forgiving
is the greatest thing i can do in this wrong:)


Phrase of the day:
Self reflection is usually better than blaming ppl:)
& i learn all this stuffs great stuffs from suen book and ever since i started reading that
book i learn to look thing more openly and not being so crazy things..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Wohhoo just home nia..had a fun day today:)
The 'n' levels english was so-so as i was kinda stuck
on some of the questions and was really hard to seek for
the answer lo..scare fail sia!..

Then after that jing,elvin,mel& i went to melvin house to take shirt as we
have agreed to play lan together the day before..haha..elvin went to
bmc to cut his hair,kinda nice la just abit hole nia..shuai le lah:)

After that we head toward paradiz but before playing we went to
settle our stomach at the delicious parklane wanton mee:)..but it
can fill my stomach so i went to buy a chicken pie and found out
that it was really delicious man & actually we wanted to watch boys
flower de but the ticket is 8.50 and abit bo hua so we skip lo..then
went to buy my KUNFU MILKTEA..mm..jing&i discover a new
nice drink n is the dunno wad grassjelly de..really nice too:)

Played lan,audi&dota..audi got kinda noob cuz really long time no
play liao..dota damn sian as all ppl has leave!..after lan we went to
arcade and play..wooo i was damn high lo..haha..hit until the machine
going break liao!.

Went to ps for dinner but i didnt eat cuz i was kinda feeling to vomit
so i see them eat lo..then took 167 to ave bus stop and we chat on the
way..

AND we discover something today.If you laugh or critise ppl weak pionts
you would kana the weak pionts too..For example,melvin laugh at elvin
cuz that day a kbox elvin got BO then we smell melvin today and he got
BO too!EE..mel..wash your armpit and body more arhh..kidding lah:)So
dun ever laugh at ppl if not..hehe..

AND i finally realise there is always a sunshine after every raining days..
and is damn true..i m sooooo happy&glad that i saw the sunshine:)you
did the right thing!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Yesterday is a good&bad day!
I woke up damn late today so i chiong and took a cab to
school as i m like 10mins to the begin of the exams..& i
forgot to bring my dictionary-.-..lucky kok brought 3=.=
so i borrow one from him lo.Thanks arh kok!..& we went
to eat after 1st paper then mak treat me drink water,thank
you mak:)but we was late for paper and the asshole chief
invigilator submit our names to singapore examination
assessment board..kns..release us late and report us?i
conplain you too..

after tat all the paper ave,elvin&melvin and i went to study
but in the end cant find place and we say byebye to ave cuz
she meeting Vanessa..so we went to eat parklane wanton
mee as elvin say he miss the mee.haha..went there eat then
damn packed lo..in the end they persuade me to play lan for
1hr and i was like ok:)but in the end that lan shop closed down
liao..then et give suggestion to sing k..and i took it seriously!.
and we head off to lucky chinatown to sing..

Haha..had a great time singing..we sang from 0230 to 0700..
haha..i sang the most lah..had lots of fun laughing of silly things
and et even drop at great fart bomb in the room i mean real
human fart and damn smelly la..melvin ran out of the room as
he was dying-.-..

After that we went to eat chicken rice for dinner and went home
le..stupid 961 so packed!et got squeeze by a fat fat uncle..HAHA..
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Today woke up early and prepare so that i wun be late..took of
chinese listening comprehension,oh man is quite difficult as the
answers are quite similar and some meanings i also dun understand..

After the paper elvin,melvin&i went to commonwealth to study
and eat breakfast..had a hard time finding the hidden market..
and something really terrible happened..then went to LJS to
study..then jing came too:)..And we went to queenstown
as they say LJS damn sian..haha..shop at ikea and realise
we are almost late so quickly buy the hotdog bread jiu zhao
le..was sweating like shit lo..

The ss paper was quite a good paper for me lah as i studied the
topics came out and the sub topic that i was good at also came out..
heng..i was so scare when they giving out the question booklet..
BUT BUT the source based came out questions that i had nver
done in my life so as ms anthony..but i manage to do lah..anyhow
write lo..i hope so can pass well:)

The quesitons are,
1a)What can you learn from this source about the reaction of the sri lanka
government to the tsunami disaster?(I was like stone!cuz we had nver do
this type of questions before..)
B)Are you surprised by what this source says about the reaction of the sri lanka
government to the tsunami disaster?(I tell you!I WAS INDEED SURPRISE LO..)

Funny questions man..teacher nver train us to do type of questions before..

Anyway after the papers we went to queensway shopping centre and
photocopy something then jing treat me eat tutu kueh:)thanks jing:)
we are both in the same situation:D..haha:)

Monday, September 1, 2008

Wohoo here to blog again:)
Went to library today:D..was expecting no ppl de but
in the end still the same crowd and same ppl=.=..i study from
9 to 4.30pm:)non stop!..chiong arh!ss here i come!fail jiu fail
i really tried my best liao and i got my plans liao..thought over
it realy hard these few days.I'm sorry mummy&daddy i'm going
to disappoint you again.

Tomorrow is 'n' levels mt le and i know very well i might flunk it
and the day after tmr is ss and i m afraid that wad i study it
nver come out and i afraid i last minute cannot remember..really
afraid now!

I have made plans to study abit by abit per day so that i dun have
to chiong so much when is closer to exams..i decided to go to the
library as many times as i can in the coming days to really sit down
and study seriously!This is the only way if i really wan come back
for sec5..
What should i do?i think im rather better like
this now.But you would nver understand how i feel now:)
you sell me away& i hate you now.
(有阳就有果)You yi jiu you gou,meaning if you do bad&evil things
your retribution would come one day!trust me it would.