Thursday, January 31, 2008

wahaha, its is 7.58am now i m
still at home.yeahyeah.today never
go school cause of somethings:D
super happy now:D
post more later.gonna chiong d&t project
since i have time!!

Monday, January 28, 2008

is it that 思念是一种病?
do i really miss you?
is all this worthwhile?
do i really love you?
is it the thing i should so now?
why am i so confuse?
maybe my heart is telling i m wrong?
does all this have any future?
maybe haha i should forget about it liao
just treat all this like a beautiful dream that
had happen!
should do that?
is all this leading me somewhere?
hais.confuse.sad.depress.
wad is just wrong with me?
can some1 please give me an answer?
maybe suen is right,
笑一笑 没_么事过不了.
but can i do it?

Saturday, January 26, 2008

sadness is all for now:(
just change blog song..

Thursday, January 24, 2008

something is wrong with me.
wad am i thinking wor.
i keep asking myself i all this worthwhile ma?
hais.nth much to say.only feel like eateateat then
digdigdig then vomitvomitvomit.SONG AR!
this is the only thing i wanna say:
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....


although this was send by someone to me but i really wanna
tell
you this msg de.i hope you dun mind!hais.buais.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

wahaha.damn tired now but try to be high.
cuz felling aslp soon.
today we soooo guai lor we went for training.
i was damn tiring but i can definitely say i enjoy
and i kinda love volleyball more liao:D
cuz today so fun lor i played lower arm with
dillon,soooo exciting and fun and of cuz we made
alot of mistakes.well done dillon, i enjoy alot playing
with you.later mr goh training time so hard lor.
he stand on the bench and serve to us and his is
bu fang guo wo man lor.he keep hitting so hard then
got one ball i try to dodge but setting lor then the
impact tooooooo big le then sprain lor and i happen
twice so now is double the dose.at first i tot okay de
but now i hurts like hell.later then spiking was fun
too.Dillon did well so am i,i always tot mr goh would
not care for us but today when i had a not bad spike
he praise me lor!is like a motivation to continue coming
for training everytime lor.& guess wad?my service
have improve, usually when i service it wun cross
the net now.happy.today got back maths test le!
i PASSED LE,14/20:D actually can get 16 de but tooo
careless le.muaha thats me!KOR I PASS:D happy!
i shall not type much as my left wrist pain is killing me.

ESTHER QUICKLY COME BACK FROM CAMP!2 more days:D

got emo again.waiting for someone to comfort me bah:D
let see who bah!i m sad,who knows?

Monday, January 21, 2008

To ben korkor:
sorry la i slack that day but i got finish muai
homework for maths and science le.I m sorry
korkor!miss ya.must meet up soon:D

Jingy and munyee decided to join the BMSS IDOL
yeah.jiayous wor.
To jingy:
Jing dun be too sad over wad you mum said,although
she might cane you but after all she loves you more
than anyone else in the world&dun brood over about
wad she says about your singing,just do the way you like
lor why care wad ppl say.if ppl would to say your singing
sucks,then you can think that do they singing well?if not
then SHUT up so even if ppl say you dun brood over it.
just live the way you like!cheerup hor.
bestx2 buddy would always be there for you!

TO MYSELF or someone who gives a damn about me:
school sucks and i sick of schooling le lor.dunno why like
tat say.simply at school is soOOOo sian lor.but wad other choices
did i have.actually nowadays i have some enlightenment &
realize alot of things is just....(dun feel like saying)
i keeping wondering why...maybe things is like
this along,is just that i know it but i just choose to
hide from reality and dunwan accept the fact but now i finally
accepted le,i have learn to pick up and pick down things slowly.
I goonaa be HAPPY no matter cant let things let me feel
down!AARONCHAN JIAYOUS YOU CAN DO IT DE.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

just reach home from vivo.
today when out to meet kelvin at vivo
after that went to do some homework:)
but in the end only did abit nia.haha.
then korkor and buddy came to pei me!
thanks wor.then went to eat lor,today we
went to kim gary and eat.quite cheap la.
dunno why.anyway nvm we gain ma:D
while eating was so funny lor is like either
the food taste funny if not is too full liao.
buddy eat like he got constipation.i guess
his is too awful liao & dillon is veri full liao
but he still force himself to eat the fries.
so kelian.meee hor worst de,rice nver finish
and the milktea is the worst of the worst i ever
drank before lor,is sososo bitter.eeee.
then after that go walkwalk lor.then
went home liao.

thanks dillon for pei-ing me today&thanks
buddy and korkor to come so far and pei me:D
buddy and korkor please takecare of yourself
hor i hope you all recover fast!
first of all i wanna thanks my korkor
for being there for when i was sad just now!
& thanks for sacrifice time for me to pei
me to complete my homework:D
thanks korkor!
today suck la.sch sux.homework sux.
d&t sux.teacher's face sux.everything simply
sux la.
tats it.meet friends tomorrow:D

Thursday, January 17, 2008

OMG.look at this two videos.
it might really be the end of the world.
they have proofs and prophecy from the god,
and records and wad all the ancient prophet
predicted for us is all accurate.you can choose to
believe or not but i can that i do feel the change in
our own country.seriously they predicted 12DEc2012
would be doomsday or end of the world,whereby huge
earthquakes would hit every continent in the world,
unbalance water levels would cuz tsunami and more!
i really dunwan die by then,i hope god would forgive
all our sins and spare us from doomsday.

watch this two video,believe it or not is up to you but
when that day comes lets see!but you can sense the changes
in our country,look around you?



Tuesday, January 15, 2008






i cant tahan le..
damn slpy now.
i promise i upload all photos tomorrow!
sorry:(

Monday, January 14, 2008

hais.today damn sad lor.
went to meet buddy & ben at tampines.
met and have brunch the food junction:D
it was nice i had pork chop baked rice!
hmmm.simply delicious!after that i when to
ps to find jie and mabel as it was mabel first
day of work.jiayous:)
jie dun worry too much for me i can handle
myself de but i wanna say is:
suddenly the world between have changed
sometimes i miss my old self
although the dreams i use to had
was far but is just a kind of happiness
but whenever you gain something new you
would tend to lose something
i really dunwan to know wad is this and that
although hurting each other is done by everyone
but i had enough of all this le.
alot of happenings today i dun wish to say le.
all i can say is i m sorry!maybe i should leave things
how it used to be and return to my current life.
but i must understand i have slide into the hole too
deep le and it is too deep for me to climb back le
and i m currently out of motivation and energy.
hais.i cried silently,who knows?deep in my heart
it is bleeding badly,who is willing to ask or care?
just like dillon used to say;who give a damn?
seriously lor,who really give a damn whether i m
painful?wahahaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i m going to smile and tell the whole world i m fine!
gambata:D

Sunday, January 13, 2008

woah here to blog again:D
just back home from city hall
with buddy,ben,elton.when to ben workplace
and find his friends then he wanna eat donut factory
so he went to quene while i went to withdraw cash.
hmmm...the donut is delicious:D thanks!
after that ben wanted kfc for dinner so went
off to penisula plaza thinking that there is one
there but in the end was burgar king=.=
haha.then cross the road and went to eat at funan de:D
guess wad i ate?...BUDDY MEAL by myself,
i was so hungry lor.buddy and ben was kinda shock
because they eat abit full liao but i can finish mine:D
then slack awhile then they went to shop and i went home
liao cuz tomorrow have school so have to go early!sorry.
today was kinda of a day for me lor.
alot of things happened.hais.trying not to
think about it.brace up ba!









Saturday, January 12, 2008

here to blog again!
woah today was fun agian!
morning when to study with dillon & elvin
at superdog,vivocity:D in the end i ate
too much the slppy le and elvin slack so
in the end only dillon drawing!ok la not bad
actualy,at least he draw better than me can le.
continue to jiayou!then they pei me to take
my award at radin mas cc lor.super scare and
super excited lor.thks dillon & elvin for pei-ing me.
aftetr that went home to change and was thinking
whehter to go find buddy and ben anot, in the
end i went:) decieded to watch a horror movie,
ONE MISS CALL.okay the show was scary but
stupid ending lor.for the 1st time i watch horror
without my school friends around and that means
i cannt anyhow grab ppl when i got shock,and for the
first time i felt so helpless when i m so scare,
i felt like i was alone:( i dun like this kind of feeling!
hais.then when moody after movie,cuz of some reasons.
anyway thks buddy and ben for taking care of me:D
& buddy your hair is nice dun too zai yi about it.anyway
i wonder who really reads my blog,do you?

Friday, January 11, 2008


got ear piercing?
Okay today was fun!actually wanna pei jing
to put brace de then dillon leg pain then we
nver pei her!sorry:( then after that went home
lor,hehe,then i ask buddy go out lor.went to meet
at ps first,then decide wor.after i meet him we go
find dajie:) i miss her lor so long no see le.
then actually wanna catch a movie de but in the
end we went to meet ben at tampines mall to eat:D
guess where we went?haha.PASTA MANIA:D
Thanks ben for treating me:D
after that i tink buddy forget wanna watch movie
so in the end when to shop lor and i tonite cannot
stay until too late.SAD.if not we wanna go drinking de
lor.sorry guys!next time ba:)see ya guys soon!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

okay today is so DAMN suai de.
First, i sprain my neck but i dunno
how i sprain it.lol.haha.is so painful lor!
then after sch we went to kfc to slack
for 1.3hrs.haha.was fun i share buddy
meal with TWINNY:D.LOL.haha.dillon
share with darren, gary share with himself!
so kelian.after that gary went home and it
rain so heavily.then i saw doreen mei it has been
a long time since i saw her,serious i cannt recongines
her liao:mei you grow up liao,kor fail to ren ni!sorry.
i very guai i quickly complete math homework
so that later go out then at nite dun haf to do:D
NEXT,went home to get changed as darren wanna
go out eat.yeah.hehe.i think is dunno when i sprain
my neck at home ba~.~"stupid rite?
we then meet at ps at 5 then orchard to eat wat
seoul garden de in the end we went to sakura to eat.
sukura not bad la i tink they ate too fast le in the
end at 7 plus all full liao.LOL.then i suddenly have
some sad flashback although i m full liao but
i keep grabbing food and eat non-stop,i tink dillon
they all got abit shock ba.i was like siao de!then he until
vomit lor,then eat and vomit agian lor.haha.i love it.is like
i finally vex out everything but now i m very awlful
cuz i vomit until bile came out,i was like digging my
thorat to vomit more:D.but i m say i m really sad and
i felt very uneasy and down lor.wad to do.this is
my life ma!i also cried while eating.haha.hais.
and at sakura suddenly the floor was shaking
i tot i ate too much liao then giddy liao but
i saw my soup has waves then i tink is temor ba.
darren was like:WA EARTHQUAKE ARH!MY FIRST
TIME LEI!then everyone was looking at him but
he didnt notice it.then after tat went home,
wanted to take cab cuz abit giddy liao while waiting
for cab under a tree then suddenly BIRD SHIT
FELL FROM THE SKY!kana elvin and me.SUAI lor
is like 8plus liao where got bird de.all i can say is
suai lor.then i immediatley awake liao.chiong to cine
to WASH!EEE...lucky i never kana hair but et kana.
EEE..yucks.while on cab,the uncle dunno wanna go
where lor!then in the end almost got accident happen!
then neck sprain worst liao.WALAO LOR.SUAI LA.
but mum says something lucky would happen de:D
i wonder is wad sia?is it wad i m wishing now?HOPE SO
BA!:D:D:D

Wad is loss is loss liao,it cannt be the same as before.
No matter how hard i try is unless,maybe it is time i
learn to let it go ba or else i would be hurt SOON!
(In the process of forgetting you,but i stil love you)

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

hais this few days quite fun lor.
yesterday went shopping myself:D
bought a new wallet lei,cuz the last one
LOSE.grr.then went ps find dajie so long
nver see her liao.miss ya.talk awhile then
help her buy contact lens i go liao.haha.
i went to mos and ate myself,kelian!
Today after school i chiong home and
quickly changed and make my hair nice!
woah.i go take bus to find ben liao cuz we
going to very my dear BUDDY.hope he
is alright i also quite woried of him!after
reach liao his parents there then we go eat
then tok and walkwalk lor.i pei him until 8plus
then i go liao cuz mum ask me home!sorry buddy:(
MUST TAKECARE HOR.I VERY DAN XIN YOU!
maybe going to pei you discharge tomorrow:D

Saturday, January 5, 2008

yawns.today was fun:D
dillon and i went to vivo to meet
jing cuz she said she wanna study.
we went to the white dog cafe and study.
yeah.high class.high PRiCE:D
in the end as usual only some study and
jing was playing.Only dillon and i ate there,
he ordered a deep fried chicken tingy and i ordered
a grill pork chop with some bloody sauce!WOAH.
dillon ones looks so appealing lor mine soso nia.
then i cannt eat deep fried or spicy due to my illNESS.
then he give me a guai lan face that how nice
is that chicken then i was like'I ALSO WAN'
haha.then he keep laughing at me.then later ave
came awhile and left le.after ave left dillon and jing
was playing then i tink dillon pinch jing then
jing said eee very painful instead of ouch and
her reaction is so funny dillon and i cannt stop
laughing.then nuer came and meet us actually
continue study de but all dunwan cuz sian liao.
then when to walkwalk lor.then huahua sms me
ask me go ps take payslip and some cheque.
oohh.my pay got $545 lei not bad i tot ahyeo
would give me little nia.haha.thks ahyeo:)
then went to eat at cafe cartel lor.quite nice la.
i treat jing and nuer 50%.cuz got pay ma.
hehe.then i ordered a buttock size spare rib
is like SOOO BIG LOR,BIGGER THEN MY
FACE.i was like how am i gg to finish it.
thks to nuer and jing i manage to finish it.
and we also ordered a lover's ice cream for
4 of us.haha.so nice,all like snatching for
the fruits in the ice cream.so funny and messy!
ate like 80 plus,okay la happy can liao $ can
always earn back de but happines cannt be
buy de:D rite guys?they pei me go cathay
buy slipper,once again they dun have my size.
hais.i love it so much is red and white.
my favourite colors!hais not fated.
we planned to go bugis tomorrow but
i m gg to be shi wan le,nvm la,go alone lor.
use to it liao,cuz sis and dillon gg out till morning
so i think chance are low cuz dillon nid to slp.
haha.cheerup.go alone or ask some ppl
pei me ba:(
shall post photos tomorrow!
ywans.today sick liao nver go school.
miss all my friends sia.so boring at home!
all mum and dad is telling me is,
AHBOY HAVE YOU TAKE YOUR YAO,
AHBOY DRINK MORE WATER,
AHBOY DUN STUDY NOW GO AND SLP LA,
AHBOY DUN DRINK COLD WATER.
siansiansian.both of them just keep repeating
this lines.how i hope i m in school.
like when is 1030am i was thinking like
wa now dillon they all must be having recess
le, i alos wanna go!hope i can recover by tomorrow
cuz i wanna go study with jing and guys:D

Thursday, January 3, 2008









guess wad?SCHOOL TOTALLY SUX.
first and second is like SHYT.guess wad we
did?TEST!is like wtf man we just return from
holidays and now want us to do wad test.sux la.
i cant even remember a ting lor.
i gonna buck up le.i have started studying le.
hope is a good start for this year:D